Just Some Shit I'll Write.

Some more fucking shit

Okay people.

You guys know what self esteem is, right? Welp, this sounds super cynical and self hating, but I don't have self esteem. I don't have a good self image, I don't see myself as ever being successful, ever achieving anything, or ever making someone proud. This isn't something I think, this has been happening since I could understand my mind. I always tell myself that no matter how much its been clarified, no one loves me, no one cares for me, and no one wants me. Why would anyone want me? I'm ugly, I'm overweight, I have too many problems. I'm broken, and no one wants something thats broken. I don't deserve friends, I don't deserve the people I have, I don't deserve anything other than despair for all I have brought upon others.

Some days, I think everyone would be better off I was never born in the first place...