CHAOS ✔️ J.D.

chaos is great.

  my eyes locked down on the ground, viewing my feet taking each step. if you didn't notice by now, i haven't been to school in awhile. my grades, and everything had just been slipping out of my hands rapidly. its not like they were superior before, but i had just abandoned them, deciding to give up. the things i've done, i could never see myself having a good career. not a fucking chance.

   the soft breeze hit my cheeks, turning them into a slight shade of red considering how sensitive they were. seemingly, i was in the middle of attending seven eleven where j.d. had arrived. my hand slipped through my raven hair, as it fell back down below my shoulders.

  i ascertained that i had arrived, viewing the familiar sights and colors. my hazel eyes traveled over to jason's motorcycle, knowing he was already inside. i roamed over to the doors, making my way inside the place.

  i rambled my way over to the slushie isle, discerning a familiar trench coat catching my eye. i walked up behind him not knowing i was there, wrapping my arms around the mysterious boy. his head instantly turned, his lips turning upwards seeing my presence.

  "hi angel." he breathed, the words coming out of his mouth softly. i gripped a cup from the shelf, filling it up with the frigid drink. "hello." i beamed, my lips forming a grin. he grasped his cup from the machine afterwords, knowing the freeze had came up to the top.

  "let me see." jason informed, pointing at the slushie. my face obviously looked puzzled, handing the cup over. "i'll be back." the boy added, walking over to the counter to presumably pay. i playfully rolled my eyes, drumming my fingers from boredom.

  not too long after, we had made our way over to his place. we were just sitting around, engaged to hear each others voices. the straw from the freeze made its way up to my mouth, feeling the bitterness going down my throat. i placed my head on his shoulder, nuzzling my nose into his coat. "we've caused so much chaos." i effused, his eyes wrinkling slightly from his grin.

  "chaos is great. chaos is what killed the dinosaurs darling." he jested, soon becoming a statement. i nodded, setting the cold drink down on the small table next to his couch. i held my hands together from the frosted feeling left behind from it. "so, what are we doing with ram and kurt tomorrow?" i coaxed, as he let out a chuckle. "come with me." he directed, all of a sudden leading me upstairs to his room.

  i placed myself on his bed, as he grabbed something from underneath the mattress. he grasped a box, putting it upon the bed and sitting next to me. "you take german?" he questioned, holding up what looked like bullets with his two fingers. "nope. french, why?" i asked, tilting my head from curiosity. "alright. these are ich lüge bullets. the nazis used them, and we are going to knock out ram and kurt while writing a suicide note confessing their 'gay' forbidden love amoungst each other. you'll need to write the note though, obviously."

  my upper eyelids raised as they widened, my jaw immediately dropping from how impressed i was. "bloody hell." i spoke up, a giggle escaping my mouth."i fucking love it." i confessed, quickly nodding my head. "good. you will have to call kurt, somehow intriguing him to meet up with you. sometime before school, then we'll haunt some jocks." he stated, a laugh slipping from his mouth.

  "give me the phone, asshole." i assured jokingly, as he did what i told him. i gripped the phone, putting it up to my ear, moving a strand of my hair and tucking it behind so i could hear more clearly. surprisingly, something came to mind. jason gripped the pillow, placing it on his lap prepared for laughter.

  "hi kurt, this is ivy bree." i informed, pulling off the most girliest voice i could. i bit the inside of my lip holding in my laughter, jason's eyes widening from how high pitched my voice went. "i wasn't expecting to be calling, but i was wondering if you wanted all of the things you said to actually come true. its always been a fantasy of mine to have two guys at once."

  at that point j.d. let out a laugh, as i gripped the pillow beside me throwing it at him. he covered his face with it once he caught the grip holding in a snicker, as i continued to listen to kurts voice. "yeah, in the woods behind the school. at dawn. don't forget ram." i added, immediately canceling the call. all the laughter that was held inside of me bursted out, as well as jason.

  "that was perfect! how the fuck do you just come up with that shit?" the boy questioned in a clownish tone. "i dont know, i just took all the things that were passed around the place we call school and turned it into a story. not so hard. you almost ruined it by your fucking laughter." i spoke, attempting to be serious but soon ended up with me throwing another pillow at him. "i didn't now, did i?" he insured, putting his hand through his hair.

he handed me a paper and pen, pulling out one of kurts school papers that viewed his hand writing. damn, how did he get this? jason dean was a man with many secrets. the pen moved quickly on the paper, seeming like the form of the writing was copied write from the sheet. my thoughts took over, making it as real as possible from all the hatred i kept inside from the two boys.

i had finished, my eyes instantly twinkling from the confidence. "first tell me the similarity isn't incredible." i blurted, while putting up the papers side by side. his eyes scanned the papers, an instant smirk on his lips.

"incredible similarities." he spoke up, his clouded eyes meeting mine. a confident smile was creeping up on my lips, from feeling accomplished. "okay, tell me how this sounds. ram and i died the day we realized we could never reveal our forbidden love to an uncaring, and unforgiving world. the joy we shared in each other's arms was greater than any touchdown, though we were forced to live the lives of sexist jock assholes in a disproving place. we were what society wanted us to be."

  "that's perfect." he stated, his eyes widening from being impressed, while getting up and grabbing a bag placed beside his bed. "lets take a look at some of the homosexual artifacts i dug up." he blurted, his hand going through hair once more, grabbing an item.

  i couldn't help but to chuckle after he pulled out the objects hidden in the bag. "alright, now here's the most reasonable thing i picked up, mineral water." he informed, holding it up and placing it beside me.

  i rolled my eyes playfully, while crossing my arms. "oh, come on! a lot of people drink mineral water, its come a long way." another one of his mischievous laughs came out, while shaking his head from disagreement. "well this is ohio, honey. its different here, especially in this shitty town."

  i crossed my arms, my eyes going up once more in a playful manner from hearing how much that didn't make sense. "you're so smart." i confessed with sarcasm in my tone, while getting up from where i was placed and making my way towards him. i pressed my lips against his, as he cupped my cheek while they moved in sync.

   tomorrow was going to be fun.

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okay so this chapter is REALLY similar to this part in the movie considering this death is jason's idea, and i apologize. i promise after the next chapter it will be more of an original again. i'll also fix the spelling mistakes later. - T