Its a Life To Live

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CARDELL

We ordered our food, Ken'Dell and I was discussing buisness. Laila was eating her food, she was eating fast I thought she was gonna choke.

"Ken who do you think is stealing from us" I asked he shrugged. "Tomorrow we gonna find out" he says I looked at Laila. "Laila slow down" i said

"Ken'dell left before lunch, dèjàme comer(let me eat)" she started talking in spanish "so your birthday coming up" i looked at her she smiled

"Lil Laila gonna be 15" ken poked her cheeks. "What you wanna do" i asked. "Nothing really, go skating and go-chart racing something small" she said

"I can do that" i tell her, she looked at her phone then at me. "Whats wrong Laila?" I asked. "Killa asked me on a date" she whispered

I started breathing hard. "So are you going?" Ken'dell asked. "I dont know,Cardell?" She looked at me with puppy dog eyes. "Fine Laila I want you back by 10" i told her,she smiled and kissed my cheeks

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When we got home I seen Lynn and her brother waiting outside, Laila grabbed Lynn arm and ran upstairs. We shook our heads.

"Hey youngin" i dapped him. "Hey boss and Ken" he spoke I tossed him a sack. "Sell this on 31" i tell him Ken'dell walked downstairs

"Look Dell I got my cap&gown" he showed me

LAILA

Lynn had just finished curling my hair, we were looking in my closet for something to wear.

"A pink skirt,white blouse" she looked at me. "I dont own a skirt or a blouse" I told her she deviously smiled

"No,I am not" i shook my head. "Its a date,you have to" she whined i sighed. "Fine" i said.

I got in the shower,when I got out I put on my underwear and bra then lotioned up. Thats when I walked in my room I seen lynn sitting on my bed. She handed me a black and white dressy/maxi fitted knee length dress with my black and white taxi12's.

"Guh look at you" she is so ghetto. "You crazy" i tell her walking out the room into my bathroom,I opened my jewelry box and put on the necklace my mom gave me. I starred in the mirror,and tears fell.

"She wouldnt want you crying" I turned around and seen Ken'Dell I wiped my tears. "I remember when we used to talk about my first date" i told him"atq

"Laila,I miss her too but its going to be okay" he hugged me. We walked downstairs and seen Killa with flowers

"Wow,you look beautiful" he made me blush. "Put your eyes back in your head" Cardell says

"Look I want her home by 10,not 10:30 not 10:01 10" cardell tells Killa, "ok Love you guys and tell Lynn im gone" i kissed Ken and Dell cheeks

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"Reservations for Condova" Killa tells the man,he escorted us to our table. "So are you enjoying yourself" he asked

"Yes, thanks for inviting me" i smiled "no problem" he said i felt a breeze between my legs, my legs were gapped open

"Im sorry, Its just that this isnt me" i confessed he sighs. "Thank god, this isnt me either" he made me laugh

"Why dont we go to this burger joint down the street" he asked. "Yea I like that" i told him

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We were sitting in his car infront of my house, We were talking about retarted things.

"I had so much fun Killa" i told him. "No problem baby" he started rubbing my thighs, I looked up at him.

He started kissing my neck,i pushed him. "Killa stop" i told him he sighed. "Laila i been waiting almost 5months" he said.

I looked at him. "Im just not ready, I will be ready a little after I turn 15" i explained, as I got out. "wait,I aint mean it. I just want to be your first