Its a Life To Live

23

KILLA

It was time for visitation, my mom is very emoitional. She gonna be doing all that crying. The officer cuffed,shackled and chained me up.

"When you all visit your parents or guardian I want yall to apologize and tell them why you should go home." Officer P says i sighed

"Lil dude aint no girl gonna want you with an attitude like that" a prisoner says sitting in a corner. "Man I have a girlfriend" i said

"She must do be a b*tch or she crazy" the prisoner said, "Nigga m-" Laila cut me off. "Motherf*cka I aint no b*tch, clear that up. Look like you came from africa with them ashy a** hands of yours" laila went off the kids were laughing

The guards grabbed her. "We taking you to lock down" they said. "DONT BE GRABBING MY GIRL LIKE THAT" i yelled.

"ION CARE" she yelled

*DIABLE'*

I was sitting in my cell feeling bad about what Laila told me,she was right atcually. I never really thought about my kids feelings or my wife's. When I got to my room I wanted to cry so bad but I couldnt do it.

I looked at a picture of my wife. "Leena what have done? I lost you, the boys dont see me as much, Laila hate me..my princess hate me" i tear slid down my face. "Its my fault that you not here" i broke down and cried

Then I felt a pressence on me. "Its not your fault baby, I love you and the kids" i heard an I smelled Leena's perfume. I felt the pressence leave.

I heard the guards "YOUR GOING TO LOCK DOWN" they yelled. "ION CARE" i heard a girl yell, it was getting closer. I looked outta my little window and seen a guard and Laila

"You in here until I say your out" the officer say. She laid down. "Ok close my door.bye" she had an attitude they locked her in there and left.

I opened my little window. "LAILA" i yelled. "WHAT,WHO IS IT?" She yelled. "Its your dad" i answered. We are the only people on this level. The officers said they was going to let us work this out

"What?!" She answered. "Im still your dad" i told her. "What do you want?" She had an attitude. "Why do you have a bad attitude" i asked

"Bruh I dont wanna listen to this" she says. "Laila baby im sorry, I really wasnt thinking of you guys" i confesssed. "I had 3 kids and a wife at home while I was doing these things..Laila your my baby,I hate for you to be mad at me" i told her

"Well start thinking of your kids then well atleast me because your other 2 kids grown." She said thats when the officers came and shackled,cuffed and chained up

"Te amoir nena(i love you babygirl)" i tell her. "Te amoir papi" she says

*LAILA*

When I was walking into the visitation room with the phone I seen Cardell and Ken'Dell. Cardell looked so disappointed, when I sat down the officers uncuffed me I picked up my phone.

Convo

"Hello"

"So how is it?"

"Its..ion know bruh. This aint me,they try to boss us around"

Ken'Dell took the phone. "Duh Laila its prison"

Cardell took the phone. "You saw dad" he asked

"Yea..look I gotta go see yall later" i hung up the phone and they cuffed me.

*KILLA*

2weeks later

I walked down the hallway and felt someone pull me into the janitors room, when I looked up I sesn Sassy.

"H*e what do you want" i asked. "I want you, I havent had you since you been with that b*tch" she said. "Dont talk bad about my girlfriend" i say

She started pulling on my belt loop. "Come on she dont have to know" she says. "She already do" i turned around and seen Laila

I pushed Sassy and walked to Laila. '"Baby I swear I didnt do nothing" she rolled her eyes and walked out, I walked behind her

"I know your stubborn a** aint mad" i had an attitude cause I was getting pissed. "Shut up Killa, just keep your h*es in check" she told me

"Hey yall" lynn,trent,Q and Junior walked up. "Hello beautiful" junior waved at Laila. "Nigga I told you before we came here dont be f*cking with my lady" i told him

"Laila, you and I were invited to a party at some strip club" Lynn said. "Your a** aint going" trent tells her. "Aye Lynn let me holla at you" Q said

"Are you coming over" i asked. "Yea" she says walking to Ken'Dell locker he was there

*LAILA*

"Oh Bubby imma miss you" i wrapped my arms around his waist. "Dude your sister is crazy" one of his friends said

"Laila we live together" he says. "But your not gonna be in school with me after next week, you not gonna walk me to class" i hugged him tighter

He hugged me. "Well Lai imma miss you too" he said. "Look I'm leaving early to get ready for prom,are you gonna get a ride?" He asked

"Yea,Killa gonna bring me to home" i told him. "Ok,I love you Laila" he kissed my cheek. "Love you too Bubby" i smiled