Its a Life To Live

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*KILLA*

3 Days Later

Me and the guys were at this party. This is march and yesterday was my birthday. As we were talking, I seen Laila and Lynn walk in. Laila had on a tight turquiose strapless dress with them "Aqua" 11's her hair was in a straight.

"Yo Trent look at yo sister" Junior pointed at Lynn. "Killa thats your girl" a dude pointed to Laila

"I know, Im going to talk to her later" i blew the smoke out.

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During the night I seen Laila dancing and some dude walked behind her.

*JUNIOR*

When that dude walk behind Laila while she was dancing I knew Killa was mad. He started breathing hard, thats when I knew he didnt take his medicine. I walked up to Laila and Lynn and pulled them

"I think yall should leave" I tell them. "Why?" Lynn asked. "Cause we are here handling buisness and Killa is mad." I said

"So,Killa is always mad" Laila said. "Please Lai" i begged. "Fine" she said

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*LAILA*

Junior dropped us off at Killa house. I walked up to his room as I was taking my shoes off he walked in and slammed the door.

"What kind of sh*t was that" he asked

"What are you talking about Killa" i sighed

"You know exactly what Im talking about Laila" he yelled "if you going to yell I can go home" i had an attitude while I roll my eyes

"Roll yo d*amn eyes again" he got in my face. "Nigga you dont scare me" i rolled my eyes

He started walking out. "Thats what I thought" i mumbled he walked back in

"What did yo ass say"

"Get the fuck out of my face" i told him.

"Yo gotta be the dumbess bitch I ever seen to be talking to me like that" he Yelled

"DONT BE CALLING ME OUT MY DAMN NAME. YOU DONT KNOW ME,JUST BECAUSE IM YO GIRLFRIEND DONT MEAN NOTHING" i yelled

"IF YOU BEING A DUMB BITCH YOU ARE" he yelled. "You know what, I AINT GOTTA TAKE THIS IM LEAVING,AND YOU PUSSY ASS TOO."i grabbed my shoes

He grabbed my afm rough. "Bitch you aint going no where. Get yo ass in bed your spending a night" he demanded

."killa let me go" i said

"Laila I aint gone tell yo stupid ass again".

I pushed him real hard..out of no where my face stung. That mean he slapped me, I felt my face.

"Baby..."Killa says. He lift his hand to caress my face,i slapped it away. I was mad and everyone know I cry when Im mad "Ssh..Baby. Im sorry" he tried to pull me to him but I pushed him

Thats when I punched him in the face and he slapped me again.

"Shit." I hear him mumble. "Baby. I didnt mean to. I promise" he said holding me close.

I didnt want him to touch me, I grabbed my stuff again and tried to leave. He tried to grab me but I moved. As I walked to the door,i felt him lift me up and put me on the bed and got on top of me.he pinned me down,even though he was big I fought back

"Baby please stop. Please. Im so sorry I promise I wont do it again. I promise. "He put his head in the crook of my neck breathing. I still tried to push him

"Baby,stop" he whispered

"Leave me alone,I wanna go home" i tell him but he shook his head. At these point I was hurt

I kept trying to pysh him off, then I felt something. His d*ck in my entrance. "No Ki-" before i could finish he pushes in me

I cried out in pleasure. "KILLA STOP" i shouted

He grunted as he went faster. It felt amazing, but I was still mad and hurt that he hit me like that.

"Killa......I-I wanna go home" i shouted

"No baby" he whispered as he grunted in my ear. "I wanna marry you one day...I want you to be in my arms,,I think your the one. I think-" He better not say it

"Im madly in love with you" His eyes widen as he thrust harder. I bit my lip. He was going fast and rough as he mumbled something

"FUCK" he yells loudly. "Im coming baby" he whispered in my ear.

Then I thought..Hell naw. "Killa you better not fucking do that in me" i tell him

He ignored me and kept thrusting in me. I was moaning. I came after Kilka let his warm cum inside of me. He stayed like that on top of me

"I love you honey" He said tired

"Huh" cause I aint hear him

"I love you. I will always love you,even if you dont love me. Even though I want you too..," he looked in my eyes. He look teary eyed

"I love you too, Killa" I said as he layed on top of me

"Forreal" he asked. "Yes" i said.

I had a question tonask him. "Babe,do you have are schizo or bipolar" i asked him

"Love you baby" he kissed me