Its a Life To Live

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2weeks later

Today is the day I go to this Jail Program and today Adonis made 4months my lil man getting big.

"BABY,YOU SEEN MY RETRO 9" I yelled she walked in holding Donis

"They in the bathroom,you woke my baby up" she says putting his pacifier in his mouth

I walked to them. "Hey lil man,did daddy wake you up?" I kissed his cheek as I put on my shoes

"Bjfdfjjv" he spit his paci out and babbled

"Say dada,da-da" I want that to be his first words. "His first words are going to be ma-ma" Laila says grabbing the keys

"Laila you know you can't drive without a license" I tell her

"So,you did. Im gonna get my permit when I get time" She says then there was a knock

I walked downstairs and opened the door it was my mama.

"Boy is you ready cause I got things to do" she walked in sitting down

Laila walked down with a dressed Donis. "Oo Grammy baby" she grabbed him from Laila

His lip started quivering that meant his was about to cry. I grabbed him

"What's wrong lit nigga,grammy scared you" I rocked him walking out the door. I strapped him in his car seat

Laila and my mom got in,I drove to the prison. When I walked in I seen most of the kids but I saw Junior too.

"Wassup nigga,whatchu doing here?" I asked. "My probation officer made me" He said.

"Ok I want y'all to get everything out of you pocket and give to your parents or who ever" An officer said

I handed my mom my stuff. "iight I will see y'all later Love you" I kissed Laila. "Love you too Lil man be good for mommy" I kissed his forehead

As they were leaving Adonis looked at me and started crying,I really wanted to hold him hold him but I couldn't. They walked out

"OK,THERE IS MURDERERS, AND CRAZY PEOPLE HERE SO YOU BETTER LISTEN" an officer yells

I rolled my eyes and Junior laughed. "He look like mr potatoe head" he said I busted out laughing

Officer walked over. "What's so funny?" he asked. "Nothing sir" I tell him

They handcuffed us and made us walk to the meeting room guess who walked in. That chief keef looking nigga

"Ole dude back I see" That nigga laughed. "I ain't get in trouble I chose this over community service" I tell him

"Word round here you got a kid" he said I looked at him like he lost his mind

Junior laughed. "The lil nigga fat too" he laughed

"Don't be talking bout my son like that nigga" I told Junior. "its true"

"So do you want your son to be here?" the dude asked. "No,thats mini me ion want him to do that" I said

"Well you need to change for him, your mama and your girl cause she is a beautiful,sexy young lady and anyone see she available they gonna get with her" he says

*CARDELL*

I just got through fucking this bitch, I can not tell Dani or let her find out. Dani was coming over in bout an hour so I needed to get this bitch out.

"Get your shit and get out" I tell her. "Why" the girl whinned

"My girlfriend will be over and I don't want her to see you" I said

"Fine" The girl gather her stuff and started walking downstairs I followed her behind.

That's when the door opened and Dani was standing there. She looked at the half dressed girl then me.

I walked to her. "Baby I can explain" I tell her

"Well explain Cardell" she says calmly "I cheated" I tell her

She nodded. "Did you know I was with him?" she asked the girl. "No not until he made me leave" the girl said

Dani turned around and walked to her car I ran after her

I grabbed her arm. "Dani wait I'm sorry I didn't mean for this to happen" I said

She smacked me in my face and started crying. "I been down for you since I met you and you go an cheat on me. That's why thugs never get ride or Dies" She got in her car and left that girl did too.

I drove to my mom grave I sat right infront of it.

"Mommy I messed up I lost a girl very special to me and it was Laila." I tell her. "I know she isn't going to forgive me but I love that girl with my heart. Maybe I should've gotten her pregnant" I said shaking my head

"I just need to be guided in the right direction" I said