forelsket

you came back

i think somewhere in between the constants fights we lost the feeling

of the ecstasy we felt when our eyes met, the calmness that took over when our bodies touched.

when you looked at me i saw nothing and it made me feel empty,

those eyes are supposed to be my haven, where i go when everything gets too dark. but they started to look at me

the way i wish they never would. it made my heart break and i started to suffocate, my chest caving in onto my lungs, breaking them into pieces.

i felt sick to my stomach, please don't leave me, you're all i have.

but you left, only for a short time, and came back telling me you are sorry, and you cried in my arms. but my body is still tired

and i need to learn to breathe again.