Aquaphobia // Klance

wrong decisions?

::IM SORRY FOR NIT UPDATING I WAS AT CAMP LAST WEEK AND TBH I FORGOT THIS BOOK EXISTED::

theloststargazer: F

theloststargazer: M

theloststargazer: L

blazingskies.jpeg: you okay there dude?

theloststargazer: no

theloststargazer: I think I just lost my best friend

blazingskies.jpeg: the big one or the little one?

theloststargazer: the little one, Pidge. I.. I don't know what to do...

blazingskies.jpeg: what happened?

theloststargazer: I forgave this guy, but Pidge was like really against it. Like, I get that they want the best for me, but if I didn't forgive him I would have had a guilty conscience and my anxiety is so bad, either way I would have chosen a side, I didn't know what to do and now I'm just a bundle of nerves, I think I might be sick..

blazingskies.jpeg: hey, hey, calm down okay?

blazingskies.jpeg: don't give yourself another panic attack, just breathe please

blazingskies.jpeg: have you tried talking to either of them?

theloststargazer: I can't talk to Pidge, I've tried calling and they won't pick up, I think they blocked my  number. I can't go to their house bc it's too late, and they would  probably slam the door on me. I also can't talk to him about this, he barely knows who I am, I don't need him to know about my anxiety, he'll think I'm a freak

blazingskies.jpeg: I doubt he'd think you're a freak...

theloststargazer: everyone does, that's why I don't tell anyone. I'm just a screwed up freak.

blazingskies.jpeg: no! You! Are! Not!

blazingskies.jpeg: listen to me. Millions of people have anxiety, and most of them have panic attacks. It's not a freak thing, it happens all the time. You aren't a freak because of it, you have no control over that!

blazingskies.jpeg: so stop telling yourself you're a freak, because you aren't. You're an amazing person, and anyone who thinks otherwise is an idiot.

blazingskies.jpeg: now will you please talk to him about it? Maybe he could somehow talk to your friend. I'm sure he'd be more than willing to take the blame instead of making you carry it.

theloststargazer: I guess I will

theloststargazer: thanks Sky. I feel a little better now just from talking to you. I'm lucky to have you as a friend.

blazingskies.jpeg: and I, you young Starboy.

blazingskies.jpeg: now go get a hug from your mom, you said she gives the best hugs, and I think you could use one right now

theloststargazer: yeah, I think I'll do that. I'll talk to you later.

blazingskies.jpeg: alright. Good luck on your project tomorrow btw ❤

theloststargazer: thanks 💙

::Idk if I've said this already, but I! Love! Sky!

Maybe I'll draw up a thing of what he/she looks like. Maybe I'll give him/her an actual name rather than Sky LMAO

QOTD: what are some of your hobbies?

My answer: I love writing (obviously) but my favorite thing to do is draw. I've been thinking of making an art book but idk::