07.12.17

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As if you don't think twice about what you put up
Thinking I'm not going to see what you been up to
Didn't bother to ask me
Don't bother to text me
See how I'm doing at least
Don't you think it beats me up inside?
With all the thoughts overflowing in my head
How I wonder why I never get to go out with you in public
Never get to see each other face to face
Make plans with everyone else
Go to all these places not including me
Don't you think it bothers me?
That I'm only someone to talk to when you're bored and only needed someone to vent to.
Just some rebound friend
Like the one where if you miss the first time, you go back and try again with someone else.
And you wonder why, I act the way I am with my disorder.
And it's not because I'm making it up
But it's because I know the truth and already been knowing what's sup

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