Unforgettable Woman || Kim Seokjin √

Chapter 25 - Hyung

»Kim Seokjin's POV«

I just woke up but I felt like staying in bed.

Scrolled through my phone just to check the comments from our fans through twitter.

Even though I wasn't in a good mood seeing thier comments brightened up my day.

Knock. Knock.

The I heard a know on the door and Jimin entered.

"So there was mail coming in today and one was for you. It's just a bag full of biscuits."

He handed me a paper bag.

"Gomawoyo. (Thank you)"

I placed the bag at the side of the bed.

"Anyway I wanted to ask you something. Just a really easy question."

I sat up and Jimin walked towards me and sat on the bed.

"Sure to ahead."

"Why do you like Yoonie?"

His words entered my ear and didn't come out.

Why do I like Yoonie?

"What do you mean?"

I wanted to reassure his question went inside my head right.

"I don't really think you have feelings for her so why bother?"

Jimin is right.

I don't have feelings for her.

I hope that I will soon but...

"Remember that girl I told you about?"

I've told Jimin the story of the girl from the Philippines a hundred times and I'm sure he remembers it well.

"The girl from the Philippines?"

I nodded.

"I looked for her for a few years. That night she walked away and the thing I remember was that she had this bracelet."

The bracelet was the thing I remembered most.

That was the thing that would prove who that girl is.

"Aparently Yoonie has the bracelet."

Jimin looked shocked.

"Wait so..."

"Yoonie is the girl I've been looking for."

I heaved a sigh.

"Oh... But what if she's not the only one who has it?"

"I thought about it but it's unlikely."

The chances of seeing that bracelet was slim.

"Are you happy you found her?"

His questions left me dumbfounded.

"I don't know."

I laid back down on the bed.

I really didn't know if I'm happy that I found her.

I've been searching for her for years but suddenly that didn't matter.

Right now she isn't the one that I want to be with.

I want to be with someone else.

But that someone has someone too.

If I knew that this was gonna be what would happen I wouldn't have fallen for Yoonie or... or her...

Tears started forming in my eyes but I quickly wiped them off.

"If you're not happy then just go back to (Y/N)"

"No!"

I yelled and Jimin moved back.

I sat up again.

Thinking about her hurts me the most.

Then I realized that I startled Jimin and I calmed down a bit.

"It's just that... she has someone else."

I sighed at the thought of that day that I saw (Y/N) and Shawn kissing.

I didn't want to remember that day.

I wish that I didn't go there.

I wish that that day didn't happen.

"She's happy now."

I thought about her.

About how she and Shawn would be like.

How she would smile the way she smiled when we were together.

How she would hold his hands the way she held mine.

I really wish that these feelings could be erased as easily as deleting a file on a computer.

I didn't know why humans didn't have a delete button.

It hurts.

Having to think about her.

Day and night my thought keep coming back to her.

To her gummy smile.

Her loud laughs.

Her immaturity which she always pretends that she doesn't have.

"I'm sorry... Hyung..."

Jimin stood up and bowed.

"Don't worry I'll make sure you'll be alright."

Jimin smiled then went outside.

I laid back down.

I got my phone from on my pillow.

I checked the gallery and pictures of her came through.

She is and always will be beautiful.

I thought about how kind she was.

I recalled the time on our first date.

When we walked to the ice cream shop we passed by a kid who got lost.

The kid said that he knew the phone number of his mom but had no load.

(Y/N) instantly gave him her phone and we waited till he called his mom.

She has a heart full of gold.

She deserves to be happy.

I turned my phone off and let the tears run down.

I didn't want to stop myself anymore.

I sobbed.

I didn't care about how puffy my eyes will be this afternoon I wept.

I rarely cried and today was one of those days.

This isn't my first relationship but it is the most painful one.

I thought of all that we could've been.

All that there could be to us.

Was I not enough?

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A/N

So much sadness asfsubdidbdkb...

Don't worry after every storm comes a rainbow.

Anyway thank you so much for the love

I don't have much to say soooo...

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