Unforgettable Woman || Kim Seokjin √

Chapter 33 - Choice

»Your POV«

I was already finishing up my luggage while some of the staffs helped me. I already had a plane ticket in my bag which was a one way trip to the Philippines.

"Thank you." I smiled at them before they bowed and left.

I checked my clock.

12:00

The plane will leave at 2 so I have to get going already.

I extended the handle of my bag before I walked up to the door. I looked back to check if I left anything before I completely got out of the room.

"Where's everyone?"

I went out to see an empty hall which was supposed to be where my other members were.

"Oh they said that they'd just catch up in the airport. I'll just send you to your destination"

I nodded as the staff member took my luggage and directed me to the van.

With one click the engine begun.

I looked around as we passed by the city. I'd really miss this. The beautiful trees and cherry blossom that bloomed in the spring. I'd miss all the sites that I always visit.

Then we passed by the park where me and Jin had our first date. Still as beautiful as it'll always be.

This could be the last time I'll see Jin but at least he has Yoonie with him.

Last night I called Shawn and ended things with him.

To my surprise he seemed okay with it and gave me his best wishes.

He told me that there was no stopping me because he tried to win me over again but he's just fooling himself.

I really didn't want to hurt him. He's been a great friend and he always will be. I'm happy that I'll always have someone to call. Im sure he'll find someone soon because he is such an amazing guy. It just so happened that I'm not that person.

I'm not sure if I'm making the right decisions but atleast I'll be able to start over again with life.

I closed my eyes as I recalled all the amazing moments I've had. All the laughter and tears I've shared with all the people I cherished.

I hate my weak heart. I'm leaving so much behind. Why did I have to be given a weak heart?

I will endure all the pain I'll be feeling.
Things would never have come this way in mind.

Coming to Korea made me learn so much things that I'll cherish forever. I've grown emotionally, physically and mentally.

I'll never be the girl i used to be.

As the car moved I could feel myself being pulled out of the world. Everything seemed to be so out of grasp.

I cried as I thought about all that I'm leaving behind.

I cried as I thought of all the people who I cherish.

Going back would mean starting from scratch.