Fill Me In - PUBLISHED under RedRoom

Fill Me In

(This chapter contains scenes that are disturbingly sensual. Rated M for mature readers only.)    

Prologue

Pagbukas pa lang ni Marigold ng pinto ng kanyang kwarto ay agad na siyang nakaramdam ng antisipasyon.

She glanced over her shoulder then slowly turned to face her intruder expectantly.

She inwardly smiled.

Hindi siya nito binigo.

Walang anu-ano'y mabilis niyang tinawid ang distansya sa pagitan nila at puno nang pananabik na hinalikan ang binata.

Malugod naman siya nitong sinalubong ng mainit ding halik.

He eagerly moved his mouth in sync with her with so much hunger while grabbing her legs and hooking them unto his hips.

She heard him moan when she deepened the kiss and gently bit his lower lip, like what she expected.

He loves it whenever she does that to him.

In return, he pressed his hips unto hers and caressed her legs. He knew she’d like it whenever she feels the friction in their jeans.

She grinded sensually while giving pressure to his already stone-hard manhood poking on her pleasure zone.

Gold gasped for air when he broke the kiss and tilted her head as he traces his tongue down to her jaw.

She can almost feel her wetness in between her thighs.

Napadilat siya kasabay ng isa pang pagsinghap nang bahagyang kagatin nito ang balikat niya. Nag-iiwan ng isang nag-aalab na init ang bawat bahagi ng kanyang katawan na nadampian ng halik nito.

They could stay this way all day.

She could let him kiss her this way forever.

But she knew he has more pleasure to give. She knew he has the ability to make her forget who he was when he's inside her.

She was about to take his mouth away from her neck to meet her hungry lips but she froze when she saw someone is watching them.

Nakaramdam siya nang mas matinding pag-iinit ng katawan nang magtama ang kanilang paningin.

"Ahhh!" she screamed when he lowered his kiss down to her breast. Napakapit siya nang mariin sa batok nito at napaigtad.

He was busy nibbling and licking her peak through her shirt while she was grinding against his hips, never leaving her eyes from her audience at the back of the door.

"Rodney!" she absent-mindedly moaned as she felt his finger slipped inside her.

Ganoon na lang ang pagkadismaya niya nang huminto ang binata sa ginagawa nito sa kanya.

"Rodney?" he snorted and broke her legs from tangling unto his hips. "Rodney me, or…” he trailed off. She was dumbfounded when his eyes flew towards the door. "Rodney him?”

She swallowed hard.

She was preoccupied with the pleasure he had given her, she didn’t intend to scream that name.

What have she done?

He was looking at her now like she was a slut.

She wanted to tear from their gaze but she can’t.

She wanted to run towards him to make him feel that she was sorry. But her feet were nailed on the floor. Her heart was pounding so fast. Marami siyang pinagsisihan sa buhay niya, pero ito na yata ang pinagsisisihan niya sa lahat.

Ilang sandali pang naghinang ang kanilang mga mata hanggang sa napailing ito at iniwan siya ng isang dismayadong tingin.

Hindi niya maisip kung ano’ng dapat na gawin. Nanatili siya sa ganoong posisyon; hindi makahuma at tila naumid ang dila.

She just watched him pick his shirt from the floor, which she didn't notice that were removed from him. She was busy looking at the guy behind the door a while ago.

"Look, R-Rod, I—" she called him and he walked towards her with an angry expression on his face. "I-I'm sorry," she said.

"Kaninong Rodney ka ba nagsosorry?" mapang-asar nitong tanong ngunit mababakas pa rin ang galit sa mga mata nito.

Hindi siya nakasagot agad, dahilan para talikuran na siya nito at tuluyan nang lumabas ng kanyang kwarto. Sinadya pa nitong bungguin sa balikat ang lalaki sa labas ngunit hindi naman ito natinag at nanatili pa ring nakatitig sa kanya.

Unti-unti niyang niyakap ang sarili at napayuko. Napasinghot siya nang maramdaman ang pamumuo ng mga luha sa kanyang mga mata.

Bakit naging ganito na ang buhay niya?

Ginusto niya ba ang ganitong klaseng relasyon?

Ano nang nangyari sa kanya?

Napaluhod na lang siya at tuluyan nang napahikbi. Naramdaman naman niya ang isang kamay na dumantay sa kanyang balikat at pinahiran ang luhang naglandas sa kanyang pisngi na lalo namang nagpahagulgol sa kanya.

His arms enveloped her and hugged her tightly then he kissed the top of her head.

"Akala ko, sasaya ako kapag nagantihan ko siya. Pero hindi… Kasi nasasaktan ako… I feel so empty," she cried.

"I am always here for you. Always," he hushed her. "Just let me love you. I'd fill the emptiness. All you have to do is ask."

Marigold looked at him and saw through his eyes that he is true to what he said.

She's unworthy of him.

But she couldn't let him pass again.

She needs him.

Alam niyang hindi na niya kakayanin pa kapag nawala pa ito sa kanya. At kailangan niya ito sa buhay niya.

"Fill me in."