scared of being alone (camren)

Questions

Camila P.O.V

"ok so first question things you like to do" Lauren asked I sat at the edge of her bed as far as I could and she sat at  the top of her bed. 

Stair into your eyes  I thought shut up brain " I like to hang out with my little sister and sing"

"really I like to sing to" she says her eyes lighting up "can I hear you sing" 

"so what things do you like to do" I sat quickly changing the subject I cant sing in front of her she will laugh just like Selena. 

"oh" she looks kinda... sad its probably nothing " I like to play softball write and sing" she said.

"ok uh favorite food" I thought for a second " I like bananas and pizza how about you "

"  my grandmother makes some really good Spanish food its the best food ever I love it " I smile at her enthusiasm no stop Mila it starts with smiling then laughing then you fall and no one is there to pick you up.

we talked for longer then I expected we ended up not asking questions anymore and just talking I giggled a lot and had little smiles here and there but I cant let that happen.

I was walking down the stairs with her and when I got to the last step I stumbled a little she giggled. my face flushed red as she walked me out the door I was going to tell her something  but I froze "I ... uh .. I .." 

she giggled it was the cutest thing I ever heard man I hope I hear it more often I heard it a few times and I will never get tired of it.

"your cute she said" I blushed I was red like a tomato "I'm going to go I'll see you tomorrow"

"Uh yeah same place same time" I nod my head I was going to walk away but she pulls me into a hug when she lets go she gives me a peck on the cheek and she says her final goodbye and closes the door. 

my cheek is still burning from the contact as if her lips are still there. then I start to think just a few hours with this girl and she is already starting to break down my walls that to so long to build.

I cant let those walls fall I built them because of what happened last time I cant finish this project with her I have to find a way around this. 

This is gonna be harder than I though I'm going to be spending the rest of the break with her I cant do that.

Lauren Jauregui you will not break down my walls. not today not ever.