scared of being alone (camren)

The note

Lauren's P.O.V

I walked over to my locker and opened it and saw a letter fly out I picked it up and opened it.
It said

Dear, Lauren

I don't really know what to say.

First off I want to say that I'm sorry, I'm sorry for everything for the hurting that I caused for everything really. There is just so much in the way of US my dad being the big one my crazy psychopath ex being another. And my big secret being the last but you know what I don't care anymore. I deserve to be happy I deserve to have a shot at happiness and most of all.

I don't deserve you I need you.

After that day that we kissed in the front of my house I couldn't stop thinking about the kiss and about you.

But when I saw you with Karin kyle whatever her name was I realized that I can't fight these feelings I have for you. No matter how hard I try I think about you every second of the day in the morning afternoon and night no matter where I am you just randomly pop into my brain. I don't want anyone else to feel that about you but me I want you and only you

Laur I love you I love you so much and if you decide that you don't want me anymore and you don't love me I understand with all the stuff I put you through I don't deserve your love.

But if you still want to give this is whatever you want to call it a shot then me meet me under the big tree in front of the school. During lunch.

Love, Camila / camz if you still want to call me that

Holy...oh my...what the...but...and...with...but the...and her...

I have to go to that tree next period is lunch.

I walk down the hallway fist pumping I'm going to get her and never let her go.