scared of being alone (camren)

Under the tree

Camila P.O.V

I was waiting anxiously under the tree maybe she won't come.

I wouldn't after all the stuff I put her through she deserves better than me. But I really hope she comes.

As I look around and see a lot of familiar faces i don't see the one I hoped I would. I should just leave.

It's not like she really loved you

After all you put her through you don't deserve her

She should be with Kylie not you

Your not-

My thoughts get cut off "H-hey camz" I see Lauren standing right I front of me.

"You-you came"

"Yeah" I stare at her god she is beautiful.

"Look Lauren I left the note in your locker because-"

"Was everything you said true" she ask me really quietly. I pick her face up to look at me.

"Everything I said and more Lo like I said I love you and to be honest I'm scared because I have been in love before and it didn't end up well" I stare deep into her eyes. "But the love I had for her was nothing compared to what I have for you I get this feeling in the pit of my stomach when I'm with you or next to you."

"To be honest with you I tried I tried so hard to put those feelings away I tried so hard to not let you break down my walls but you did and i guess when you did that's when I told you everything about my dad my ex-"

"Your secret" she says oh no I wanted her to forget about that.

"Yeah but the point is that I would give everything up for you linty broke down my walls that I spent years working on to build up in just a few months so I'm only gonna ask you this once because I'm terrible at expressing my feelings" I take her hands in mine and intertwine them.

"Lauren Michelle jauregui will you do the honors of being my girlfriend". I say looking down at my shoes a because I'm still scared of rejection.

She picks my head up and looks me in the eyes.
"Nothing in this world would make me happier" she says before I could answer back she brings me into a passionate kiss not to fast not to slow but just right and for once in my life I feel

Complete

She stops kissing me "camzi if this is gonna be serious can I know your secret" I look down at my feet.

"lol I would but I just down want you to leave me especially after I just got you" I say a little tear escaping my eye.

"Hey hey" she wipes the tear from my face "I worked to hard to get you to let you go now I would do anything for you you kill someone and there's and FBI interrogation I would get up there and lie for you please just tell me why would I leave you"

"Well my ex left me because of it and she hated me forever and always made fun of me for it even when we got back together but I'm pretty sure we only got back together because-"

She stops me camz your stalling you can tell me anything camz it won't change the way I fell about you I promise I love you to much to let go."

I look at her tears streaming down my face "I-I"

A/n cliff hanger love you babes💖 have a great day