scared of being alone (camren)

Break?

Camila P.O.V

I can't believe she did that. She used Kylie to get to me. I was mad at Kylie all this time when really I should have been mad at Lauren to.

She lied she made me think that I was so special that she would leave a girl that she actually liked to be with me.

I thought that she liked Kylie and that when she came to the tree it showed me that she would leave the person she liked because she loved me. I guess I was wrong.

I walk up to my house and go straight to my room. I open the cabinet and take out the pills.
I take the whole bottle. I start to feel a bit dizzy and then everything went black.

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Lauren P.O.V

I ran after Camila as fast as I could but I lost her. I decided to go to her house and see if she's there. To my surprise the door is wide open.

I walk in very cautiously just Incase I walk into the kitchen and grab a knife.

I walk up the steps and see all the doors closed except for the bathroom door which is slightly open.

I walk up to the bathroom slowly scared of what might happen.

I look inside to see Camila on the floor maybe she just feel asleep.

Then is spot a bottle of pills that are empty on the floor next to her body.

"No"

"Camz wake up come on camz come on" I start to shake her body trying to wake her up. Tears welling up in my eyes.

I got to check her pulse ok I pull out my phone.

"911 what's your emergency"

"Hi yes I'm m-my girlfriend I think she overdosed on some pills she's passed out please I need help she's still breathing but please"

"Ok miss help is on the way what your address"

"92745 Henderson street"

"Ok we'll be right there"

"Thank y-you"
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It's been hours and they still haven't let me see her. The doctor walks into the room.

"Camilla cabello"

"Camila" I say

"Yes I'm she's going to be ok you can go see her but she did tell me she didn't want a girl named Lauren to see her"

"Oh man Lauren's gonna be mad um I'll tell her thank you" I lie trying to play it off.

I walk into the room and she's just there sitting there as if she had no purpose.

"Camz" she looks up at me eyes watering.

"No no get out Lauren go" I walk up to the bed and hold her hands down (😏).

"Listen to me I'm not leaving until you let me explain if you don't want to be with me after this then ok but just give me a chance to show you our relationship is worth it (😅).

She looks at me in the eye "ok you have 3 minutes" she mumbles I missed her eyes and
It's only been a few hours the way she looks at me just makes me feel so many different ways.

If these doctors could take my pulse right now it would feel just like a sledgehammer (I'm done😂😂)

"Listen Camz Yes I did pretend to like Kylie just so that you would get jealous. And honestly it was stupid of me I know but I didn't know what else to do. I'm stupid you are brave honest and beautiful (😂😂 I lied (😂 ok that was an accident) and I'm just me. I thought that a girl like you wouldn't want to be with someone like me. So there was Kylie I knew she liked me and I had to find some way to win you. And now that I look at it I feel like an asshole I don't deserve your love I don't deserve to be with you and it hurts me man why the hell am I so stupid you probably want to leave me or do that whole take a break bullshit if your gonna tell me you want me to leave I'll do it if it makes you happy because that's all I want for you princess to make you happy. But if you tell me and I don't believe you I'm going to fight for you because I could never love anyone as much as I loved you. I love you more than anything in this whole world you are my world your my everything and everything means nothing without you"

I see her just there I'm not able to read her expression. I get up and let go of her hands about to walk out the door until she grabs my hand.

"No"

I turn to look at her.

"Your not leaving I won't let you. stay here with me" I smile at her words she scoots over so I can sit on the bed.

She opens her arms wide indicating for me to let her embrace me in a big hug.

I hug her and smile so wide I haven't smiled this big since I was five and got a whole year supplies of free ice cream.

"I didn't say it back" she whispers in my ear.

"Say what" I whisper back.

"I love you"

"You just did princess"

A/n hey it's been a while right 😂😂 well here's your update camrens all good there's going to be a few chapters that are just fluff until we get back in the drama we'll have a great day kids and remember

Stay in school and

Don't do drugs 😂😂