Oh look who just messaged me!
I haven't spoken to him for ages!
I haven't spoken to him since year three!
It's been strange seeing his life in tiny stages!
He says he wants to talk.
Well, why the hell not?
Talking to him winds back the clock.
I just hope he doesn't know that I've lost the plot!
It's the third day we've talked non - stop!
It's weird talking to him like we're best mates.
I hope this talking never gets the chop!
With him I just lower my mansion's gates.
Four weeks talking constantly now.
He told me that I was cute yesterday.
He said that I was his heart's lough.
I must say I was flattered in ever way!
Six weeks now and I start to think he's cute.
I can't start fancying someone new so soon!
Not after my heart's still healing from it's last shoot!
But this could only happen once in my blue moon.
Okay, so I like him; so what?
It feels awesome talking to him!
I just feel this fancy in my gut!
At least for a little while I could win.
I've decided to try not to get too attached.
Just see how long this could last, I mean
you never know, we could be perfectly matched.
At least this time we are both teens!
So he told me he loved me.
I must admit it came as a shock
when I replied "You can't love me".
It was the first time I'd used my emotion block!
He was rather surprised too,
his poor face fell as he asked "How do you know?"
For the first time I had no idea, not even a clue.
Why shouldn't he love me? My love for him had begun to grow.
No! I can't have that in my life right now!
I don't love him! Won't! Shouldn't! Mustn't!
I continued questioning as I felt the furrow of my brow,
my brain processing. Love for me just doesn't
compute! I open my mouth and whisper
"I love you too". Crap! This is just a crush!
My confession was as ill pronounced as a lisper
saying "Sausages"! I have to admit feeling this again is lush!
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