You broke it off, I completely get that.
But why feel the need to tell me twat
that you're still involved there somewhere?
Even though it's small you're there somewhere.
I get it's for the rest of your friends,
but I can't help but feel that it's aimed
to spite me. You didn't even support my cleanse!
I know I should be repeatedly shamed
for I am just a hormonal teen.
I understand that fact too.
I understand that I acted too keen.
I understand that I belong in a zoo.
For that I am extremely sorry.
I have finally excepted it.
That I treated you like my gharry.
It's just my adulthood you lit.
Thinking back I was desperate.
Needing human contact.
But my hopelessness I did inherit.
So love I did relentlessly combat.
This isn't another "I hate you" thing.
This is a thank you, I don't think you
understood the lonely "Thank You" with the tone of *ping*.
So now I'm going to explain it to you.
Thank you for being my first love.
Thank you for being my first Nando's.
Thank you for being that shove.
Thank you for being the one they chose.
Thank you for being my first tongues.
Thank you for being my first blow.
Thank you for filling my lungs
with your marvellous glow.
Thank you for opening my hunger.
Thank you for making me courageous.
Thank you for not making me the dumper.
Thank you for making me adventurous.
Thank you for telling me I was beautiful.
Thank you for making me feel attractive.
Thank you for finally making me fruitful.
Thank you for making me romantically proactive.
Thank you for letting me know
that there's nothing wrong with me.
Thank you for letting me grow.
Thank you for making me realise I don't need a "we" to be complete.
That's all I wanted to say, really.
No hatred, no remorse, no regret.
I just needed to say that freely.
With men I no longer need to sweat.
So thank you.
For everything.
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