I woke up to my alarm ringing. Fuck Wednesday's. I got up but soon remembering what happened yesterday. Ugh. I ruined everything didn't I? I let a few tears shed but soon got over it. I had to. I grabbed my clothes and went for a quick shower. I changed into my favorite jeans and a grey shirt and denim jacket (above) and walked downstairs. I saw my brother eating a slice of toast while playing on his phone. He looked up at me and gave me a smile. I smiled back and grabbed the coco pops once again. Once I finished eating, I went upstairs and brushed my teeth and got my phone. I checked the time. 7:00am. Damn I got ready fast. I sat down and watched some spongebob for the next 30 mins and then walked out the door with Jason.
Once I arrived at school, I looked at Jason with pleading eyes. "Please Jason. I really don't wanna go to school today." I said. "I know but you have to. I'll pick you up at 2 okay?" He asked as I sighed. "Yeah." I said as I got out the car. I waved goodbye and walked into the halls. I saw the girls at my locker. I walked up to them and gave them a hug. "What's wrong girl?" Perrie asked as she saw my dull face and bloodshot eyes from crying all night long and a little bit this morning. "I confessed to Adi that I like him." I said as I looked down. "Omg. Yay! Finally." Saskia said as she smiled at me but noticed that I wasn't.
"But that's the problem. It only came out because he got mad at me." "About what?" Maxine asked as she leaned up against my locker. "So remember our kiss, he asked me later when you guys all went inside, if that kiss meant anything. So I told him no even tho that kiss meant the world to me. He then acted as if it didn't matter so I ignored him once we went back inside. It wasjust because I was sad. He then took me home but once we arrived at my house, he went ape shit and I eventually just told him I liked him. Some people would regret telling him but honestly, I'm happy I got it off of my chest but at the same time, I probably ruined everything." I said as I looked down. The girls hugged me and let go. "Just talk to him." Saskia said with a smile. "Yeah. Don't be scared. Really don't. Just remember, it's just Adi." Said Perrie with a smile. I nodded and got all the books I needed. "Perrie, let's go to english." I said as I faked a smile. She smiled back and we walked off to english. Fuck. I sit next to Adi. Here it goes. I walked into English not seeing anyone besides Adi already sitting at our desk. He then looked up at me but with bloodshot eyes.
Was he crying?
Adi POV
I woke up to my mom knocking on my door. I stretched and got dressed. I wore an old pair of blue jeans, black t-shirt and a white jacket. I walked up to the mirror to see my bloodshot eyes. I couldn't stop crying last night. I really like her. I ruined everything didn't I. I started crying again but quickly whipped them away hearing my brother opening the door. He looked at me with sad eyes. He knew what I was going through. I looked up at him and I gave him a hug. Once we hugged, I went downstairs and had my breakfast. I walked upstairs to grab my phone and brush my teeth. I looked at my messages. No messages from Tammy. I looked up in the mirror and shed a few tears again. I really, truly like her. She's amazing. I looked down but quickly got ahold of myself and went downstairs to my brothers car.
We arrived at school and I said goodbye to Tal. There's no point in begging to stay home. He would say no anyway. I walked into the halls and saw my friends. I smiled at them and gave them all bro hugs. Jojo then pulled me aside. "Bro, what's up?" He asked noticing my bloodshot eyes. "Tammy and I had a fight yesterday. It was stupid. It ended by her telling me she likes me but I didn't get a chance to say it back. I called her a bitch Jojo. A fucking bitch. I never meant too. I was just mad that she was ignoring me for Ivan. I ruined everything." I said as I looked down. He hugged me and I hugged him back. "Talk to her. That's the only way you're gonna fix anything. She likes you bro. A lot. She won't just give up on you. You can see that in her personality." He said as he smiled. I smiled back and walked to English. Shit. She goes to English with me and sits with me. I really hope we have a free so I can talk to her. I walked into class not seeing anyone. I sat down at mine and Tammy's desk. I sat there twiddling my thumbs until I heard the door open. I looked up to see Tammy. She looked at me but had bloodshot eyes.
