Demanding

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Thomas pov.

I've known I was gay my whole life. When I was three I had my first kiss with a boy on the play ground. I'm in love with my friend's brother. Newt Peters older brother to my younger friend Teresa. He had very clearly stated that he is not gay.
"Stop starring at me Tommy." Newt tapped his pencil on the picnic table outside the cafeteria during lunch
     
"Sorry Newt." I said I looked away but felt my head turn back

"You're still doing it." Newt stated not looking up from his book
        "Sorry..." I muttered
"You still wanna sleep with me?" He asked tapping the pencil again
      "I don't just wanna sleep with you, I wanna be with you everyday of my life, sleeping with you, hugging you, kissing you, making love to you-"
"I'm not gay Thomas." Newt rolled his eyes
        "I know that but-"
"There's no but in this Tommy nor are there butts."  Newt stated
         "Newt I just think that if you opened your mind." I tried to explain

"Tommy, you are my friend and I don't get mad at you every time you bring this up. However, I'm trying to read my book and your starting to annoy me. So if this shuts you up." He leaned over and quickly pecked my lips then went back to reading his book.
        "You just-"
"Still doesn't mean I'm gay." Newt looked up from his book
         "Right." I said.
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"Hey Newt wanna come over tonight?" I asked him at the end of history class
         "I'm not gay Tommy." He said
"I know doesn't mean we can't hang out." I stated
       "Kinda does." He shrugged
"Not if it's just two friends hanging out together."
        "I'M NOT GAY!" He shouted
"I just wanted to study for the history test." I muttered
       "Oh, uh okay. I'll see you tonight got then." He rubbed the back of his neck
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"Have you ever tried it?" I asked while Newt and I laid on our stomachs on my bed with our books and notes in front of us.
        "Tried what?" Newt looked at me
"Being with another guy?" I questioned
       "No I haven't Thomas." Newt rolled his eyes
"Then how do you know your not gay?" I asked bring up the most logic point in his statement
       "Cause Tommy I can kiss you," he pecked my lips,"and feel nothing between us, I can keep doing it," he pecked them again,"and feel," and again,"absolutely....nothing."
"So you could try experimenting." I stated
       "I don't think so." Newt said

"But you never know till try it." I raised my eyebrow

      Newt started laughing,"No that's just please don't."
I smiled and he fell for it.
His lips attached to mine and he was like putty in my hands. He was mine and I rode him like there was no tomorrow.

"So you are gay?" I asked after we were finished
       "No this was an experiment. A very successful experiment. I'm not calling myself gay or bi." Newt said.
"What are you doing then?"
       "I like queer better," he smiled
"Which are you talking mainly?" I asked referring to make and female.
         "Well what are you?" He asked grabbing my thigh.
"I'm a boy." I stated
         "Then boys." Newt grabbed my face and kissed me.
"I knew you were gay." I chuckled
        "I'm going hit you."
"But you won't because you love me."
        "I do love you."
"I love you too."

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