Newtmas oneshots

Another Plot twist

Brenda looked at me with her sparkling eyes and she past her flowers to her maid of honor, I rubbed my hands together nervously. Did I want to do this? Brenda started her vows before I made mine.
"When I first met you I hated your face...but now I look at it and know that it's all I want, you eyes, your smile, your laugh. I love everything about you I will forever I will love you forever Tommy," Brenda smiled she called me Tommy she can't call me that there's only one person who's ever done that and it wasn't her!
"I.....I...I can't do this...." I stated shaking my head
"What," she looked at me
I ran out of the chapel. And ran down the road.
"What are you doing Thomas?" The voice said as I ran past its figure. I kept running ignoring it.
"Thomas stop and go back," I ignored it once more.
It appeared in front of me and stopped me in my track by grabbing my shoulders.
"Tommy stop!"
"Newt...."
"What are you doing, get back there and go be happy," Newt demanded
"I need you to be happy," I stated
"I've been gone for-"
"A year Newt! A year!" I shouted
"Yes well if you count months-"
"And I still love you and I'm not going to stop loving you I've lied to Brenda saying I love her when I can't because I'll only ever love you," I cried
"Tommy we're in different worlds, we can't be together not since that day," Newt said referring to the day I shot him and his last word still float in my brain, please Tommy please.
"There has to be a way," I pleded
"Death....You'd have to die Tommy,"
"Then I'll die," I whispered
"When the time comes," he said
"No now," I stated
      "Wait where are you going!...Tommy," he shouted at me
I ran to the bridge and stood on the edge. I looked down at the water rushing down below.
"Thomas!"
Great the whole chapel followed.
"Thomas get down from there! You're gonna hurt yourself!" Brenda shouted
"That's what I want..." I muttered
"What?....Thomas No!" Brenda screamed when stepped off the bridge towards the ground. When I hit the water I didn't feel pain I didn't feel anything at all.
"You had to do that?" Newt showed up next to me as I watched my own body float on the water on the rocks.
       "I did, I did it to have to be with you," I said
"Then you completed you mission," Newt hugged me
      "I love you," I pressed my lips to his.
"I love you too," he smiled