Without Her: Day 3

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Warning: This chapter is going to contain self harm.

Ethan's P.O.V.

A random girl opened the door.

Why the hell is this chic here? Why Mark? Where's Y/N...

She ran to me and hugged me tightly.

"Umm...who are you exactly?"

She let go and had the most saddest face, like I should know.

"Ethan, you don't remember?"

How does she know my name..."Sorry no. Who are you?"

Amy came up to the front and said, "In here would be the best to talk about that." And pulled us in.

We all sat down on the couch and it went silent.

Out of nowhere, Amy blurted "Ethan! She'syoursister..."

She said the second thing so fast...I had to say "What?"

"She's your sister..."

"What? I never had a sister. What's your name? How'd you find me? Are you sure you didn't let some crazy fan in here Amy?!"

"My name is Shirley, Ethan. Mom told me you started a channel way back when you first did. Guess who your first sub was, me. When you were about 2 and I was 12...mom and dad sent me to California, they said I needed to straighten myself out. I wasn't the best student and I had some behavior issues and mom didn't want me to rub off onto you. I was watching some of your videos the other day and I saw that you were here! I just had to come and see you Eth..."

"Why don't I remember you...?"

"They erased every single memory of me...they never wanted you to know that I had to be sent away because I wasn't good enough for them. So, I became someone they used to know."

"Woah...this is all a lot to take in."

"I'm sorry...I just had to see my little brother again. You've definitely grown up..."

She went to hug me again, but I stopped her. "I still can't trust you...I'm gonna call mom."

I quickly grabbed my phone and called her.

"Hey Eth-"

"Mom, who the hell is Shirley? Why the hell is she saying that she's my sister? And if she is, why did you never tell me?!"

"Ethan...honey-"

"Don't you dare honey me. Tell me the god damn truth."

She sighed, "She's your sister. Damn it...I knew I should've told you years ago....I'm guessing she's told you everything and why, but all of it is true. I'm sorry."

I hung up the phone.

"It was nice meeting you Shirley, but for now...you need to go." I wrote down my number and handed it to her. "Call me if you need anything, but right now I need to be alone. Bye."

Amy looked shocked, worried, sad, and angry. "Ethan...are you okay? You can't just do that to your sister!"

I walked into the bathroom and closed the door, sliding down...

This is too much. First I loose Y/N because I'm a dumb ass, and then I find out I have a sister?!

I looked at the shower...

I slowly got up and walked towards it.

I heard banging on the door "Ethan...I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you anger or anything by my visit...I'm sorry."

There was a pause..."Ethan? Ethan?!"

I sat in the tub, rocking back and forth...

"Ethan...hey...been awhile, huh?"

Wait...I know that voice. And it's not Shirley.

I shook the thought out of my head and grabbed a razor.

I broke it open and grabbed a blade.

I looked at my arm and...cut.

1 cut...this is for me being a numb ass to Y/N. 2...my mom not telling me about my sister. And 3...for not deserving anything in this word....

After awhile, I just sat and looked up at the ceiling.

I heard banging and people shouting, but I didn't care.

I heard the door get kicked down, but that's the last thing I heard before everything went black.













Yeah so hears a more darker chapter.

And Shirley is my good friend liviloo99 !! Ethan's new sister!!

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Byeeeeeeeee!!

~Emita❤️

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