Ethan & Me ❤️ {CrankGameplays}

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Ethan's P.O.V.

"Hey guys. Yes, I know that this isn't my normal video...but I've got some things that I need to share with all of you guys." I said to the camera, smiling weakly. "The reason for my absence is...really a number of things...the whole Honeymoon took away from recordings and such. Then some things happened while me and Y/N were there...but I won't go into details. All that I'll say is that we got into a fight, and we stopped talking...but we're okay now." I looked over at her and she smiled at me, which gave me confidence. "When I got back, I figured out that I have a sister....her name is Shirley, and she's for sure my sister....and then umm..." I could feel the tears beginning to fill my eyes, and I felt as if I spoke...I would just cry.....Y/N smiled at me again, I could see the tears in her eyes as well. Fuck..."I uh....I tried cutting....I felt like there was waaaaay too much happenening....I thought that me and Y/N were never going to be the same. I kinda hated my parents for not telling me that I had a sister....and I'm...yeah. You guys, I almost died...thankfully Mark got home from picking Y/N up and they got me to the hospital in time but still...." I looked down.

"You guys, this is serious...and I hate to hear or see that any of you guys are hurt. You all deserve the world...but I can't give it to you, which sucks. Your all worth it, your all loved...each one of you were put on this world for a reason. Don't let something that's temporary, be permanent. And what sucks is that now that I know how it feels....it makes me want to hug each and every one of you who feel this way...I love you guys...you all mean so much to me....And for the people that cut just...think of someone in your life that would hate to see you that way. The person that if they saw those scars....would be the next victim. Because it's like a chain reaction. When one person is hurt, the next person hurts themselves....so please, stay strong. Stay just the way you are. That's what makes you beautiful, is by just being you...Sorry for this seriously deep video...I just really had to talk to you all. And anyone going through a tough time, please reach out to either people here, or anyone that your close to. Please. Anyways...Thank you guys so much for watching, hope you liked it. And if you did, make sure to slap that like button RIGHT IN THE FACE! And I will see you guys in the next video, love you all, stay Cranky bye."

I stopped the camera...and just broke down.

I put my head into my hands and sobbed. I felt Y/N rub my back to try and comfort me....but nothing seemed to help me right now.

I feel like I shouldn't be here...why'd I make that video....I shouldn't be here....

"Y/N..." I said through my hands.

"Yes?"

"I shouldn't be here..."

"What do you mean Ethan..?"

"I shouldn't be living..."

"Ethan, sweetie....no...don't say that. You should be living. Like you said, 'you were put in this world for a reason'.....please Ethan, don't think that...."

I looked up at her with my big puffy red eyes..."I really need you right now...but I feel like your not here..." (Kiyla..,)

"I'm always here for you. You just have to remember me here." She placed her hand on my chest, and I put mine on hers. (I think that sentence was more for me right now...but yeah whatever...)

I looked into her eyes and hugged her. I love her...I need her...I'm glad that I have her.

Sorry to all those people who have cried to previous chapters, cause this one might've messed you up...heh...

I hope you enjoyed never the less.

Anyways, Ily all!!

STAY BEAUTIFUL!!

Byeeeeeeee!!

~Emita❤️