Ethan & Me ❤️ {CrankGameplays}

Without Him: Day 3

Warning: Lots of cussing and someone who has done self warm.

Y/N's P.O.V.

After Mark and I finished, we were back on the road to his house.

While driving, Mark got a call.

"Hey Amy....hey, hey! Slow down!....That's awesome! Wait...he's been in there for how long?!....Did he say anything?....Shit...I'll be there as fast as I can."

Mark picked up speed and I began to feel very nervous...

"Mark...what's wrong?"

"Ethan."

With that said....I felt my stomach churn and my eyes fill with tears. Shit. 

"What the hell happened Mark?!"

"Ethan found out he had a sister...freaked out and now won't come out of the bathroom. He won't even say anything. Amy's freaking out, his sister thinks it's all her fault...we just need to get there, and fast."

"Mark....?"

"Yes?"

"What if this is my fault..."

"I promise that it's not. Don't blame yourself, please."

The rest of the time was in silence until we finally came to the house...which felt like ages.

"Thank god your home Mark...he's in there." Amy said pointing to the bathroom door.

Mark looked at me, and I walked to it.

"Ethan...hey...been awhile, huh?"

I waited to see if he'd answer...but there was nothing.

We all started shouting and banging on the door.

"Fuck it, I'm busting down the door." Mark said.

"Okay...lets hope he's okay." Amy said.

Mark counted "3...2...1..."

He kicked it down and I saw Ethan with his eyes closed, head hanging, blood stained shirt and arms....

I ran over to him, crawled into his lap, and cradled him. "Ethan...you goof...what'd you do...?"

I burst out crying in his very limp arms. "CALL THE 911!! DO YOU NOT SEE HIM JUST FUCKING LAYING HERE!?"

Amy scrabbled for her phone and dialed 911.

"Umm, hello...yeah, hi! I have a 20 year old man of the name Ethan Nestor in a tub with cuts on his wrist and I think he's blacked out...umm, yeah sure it's (Random L.A. address inserted here)....yes please, thank you!"

I sat there, stroking his soft blue hair whispering soothing sweet nothings....

When the ambulance arrived, they stripped me from him and took him into the ambulance.

"Can I please go with him...?" I asked, shakily breathing.

"Yes sweetie, go ahead." One of the paramedics said.

"Thank you..."

"Y/N! We will be following you there, okay?" Mark said.

"Okay..."

"We'll see you then."

I got into the back with Ethan. The lady that was back there was sticking IV's into him of all sorts...

"Will be be okay...?"

"We won't know for sure until we get him to the hospital love. I'm so sorry..."

"Thanks anyways..."

~Time Skip To Hospital Bed~

Once they got Ethan in the bed, hooked up and all that, everyone else arrived.

I was already snuggled up to Ethan...just trying to comfort him even if he can't really tell I am.

There was a girl that I'm assuming is Ethan's sister, because I didn't know her yet...but she rushed over and cried.

She looked up at me "Oh...hi. I should probably introduce myself...I'm Ethan's sister Shirley."

"Hi...I'm Y/N."

Tyler came over and hugged me and then Ethan. "I'm so sorry this happened Y/N..." He walked out quickly, and I could see him cry in his hands outside.

Amy was balling on Mark's shoulders, and I could see Mark on the verge as well.

Shirley sank into a chair and looked at the ground.

The doctor came in. "Hello everyone. I'm just going to start it off with a sorry...this is tragic. But I have good news and some bad..."

I looked at Ethan's lifeless..."Bad news first..."

"Bad news, he's in a small coma. Good news, he's okay."

I couldn't do it...I can't do it. If Ethan dies...I die too. I don't care what happened...he's the love of my life and I can't live without him.

I sobbed...I don't think I've ever cried this much...

I grabbed his hand and just nuzzled my face into his chest.

"Y/N..." Mark said.

"Leave me alone..."

"But-"

"GO!!"

Everyone hugged Ethan, and left.

"Ethan...I know that you probably can't hear me but...I love you. And when...or if you come back to me...I'd love to start new. Hold you again...hell..." I laughed a little, "Hear you laugh...just one more time. I miss you so much Ethan...please stay strong and come back to me love...I miss you, you smol blue bean goof..."

SOOOOOO.....SHIZ is going DOWN!

I'm so sorry that this is SUUUUCH a roller coaster...I'm really into writing this at the moment...it's hooked me! 😂

Anyways, Ily all!

STAY BEAUTIFUL!!

Byeeeeeee!!

~Emita❤️