So when I started living with that my step mom and my dad I was very happy my step mom was just like a mom to me i used to play with her hair and I wanted to be just like her I even cut my hair short like her .so I want to school again in Antioch I went to Carmen Dragon Elementary school and what can I tell you I was the most happiest child in the world I had a kind heart and a kind soul I thought everyone was my friend and I still do but I guess that little girl never left me and then I had my first crush at grade 4 me and my crush your friend for a long time and I was friends with his friends we got along good then the next year came and I was in fifth grade and then everything changed I was still a good student but I felt invisible I had two best friends and they were the best friends I ever had. In the same year I was in student council for two years actually it was pretty fun I had a lot of meetings and I was a very accomplished student. Then the next year my life changed so let's skip to middle school I went to Black diamond middle school for Half a year then I moved to Brentwood and I went to Bristow that's when everything changed I made mistakes I learned from them see no one's perfect and for the ones that are going to read this you all know that see I got bullied a lot I put myself down on something because I thought they were true but I realized it's not that the bullies are putting me down it's that I let them I never speak up for myself. After school I always come home crying and no one knows this but I always think to myself what happened to that little girl my dad used to know and you're probably wondering if I'm crying right now and I am because Little girl my dad loved my smile my life my happiness and I felt like I was broken am nobody for all those people out there that got bullied depressed I'm just sad inside just know you're not alone and everything will turn around and you are somebody you are special you are loved.
