Its Stormy in Seattle

Damaged Goods pt-1

A/N- I am so in love with this story line, and I hope you are enjoying reading this as much as I am enjoying writing it-Kheroko

Merediths POV

I had decided I would be taking few days off. I was taking a trip to Boston. I had just finished packing my bag when Cristina arrived. "Hey Mer, what's going on?" she said looking at my suitcase sitting next to the door. "I'm going to Boston for a few days, I asked Monty and she is going to introduce me to some of her colleagues" I said looking up from packing my purse. "Why?" Cristina asked. "Because Derek kissed a scrub nurse. So, I'm taking 4 days off" I said awkwardly. "Really? That McBastard" Cristina said ironically. "Yep, I promise I'll tell you all about it when I get back" I said happily. Cristina and I continued to chat as I finished packing and we hung out until about 4 pm. When Cristina left to go back to work. I sat on the couch relaxing. Monty and I were flying out tomorrow morning at 4. I was sitting on my couch watching TV when there was a knock on the door. I walked over to the door and pulled it open to see Derek. "Hey" he said looking up at me. "Do you need anything Derek" I said agitatedly. "Meredith, are you okay?" he asked dreamily. "Derek, you kissed another woman and didn't push her away. So, Derek, I am not okay right now" I said teary eyed. "Oh, Meredith... It'll be okay" Derek said softly. He was still standing outside. "That's the thing, Derek, I don't know if it will be okay" I said solemnly. "Now please go away" I said closing the door. I sat back down on the couch leaning back I could see Derek ponder outside of my door before turning away. I put my hand on my huge belly. I sat there slightly dazed until around 9:30 that evening. I slowly made my way up the stairs to my room where I laid on my bed awake for hours before falling asleep.

***2:30 the next morning***

*Beep*

*Beep*

*Beep*

My alarm buzzed and I rolled over and turned it off. I rolled out of bed and pulled off my fleece button down pajamas and showered. I wrapped myself in a large plush robe and walked over to my closet. I found a shirt Derek had left, it was his red shirt. It was the shirt he had worn on the day we met. I pulled on his red shirt and a pair of stretchy flair legged yoga pants. I walked down stairs and into my kitchen. I grabbed a granola bar and a bottle of water when I heard a knock at the door. I opened it to see Monty standing there in a large wicker overcoat. "Morning" she said sleepily. "Morning" I said raspily as I opened the door. "So are you ready for Boston" Monty said excitedly. "Yea... I can't wait for Boston and the surgeries" I said happily. "You should be. From what I hear we are gonna have a field day at Mass Gen." Monty said smiling. "That sounds fun" I said happily grabbing my bags. Monty escorted me to the black Chevy Impala that she was renting.

***at the airport***

Monty and I arrived at the airport at 3:15 and we got through all the security rather quickly. We arrived at our gate around 3:30 and we sat for around 20 minutes before boarding started.

***on the plane***

Monty had booked us two first class seats. The flight was super comfortable, and I have never flown first class in my life. Monty sat reading for most of the flight before chatting with me about my baby and surgery etc.

*** In Boston***

I had grown up here and I was so excited for these four days of my surgical career. Monty took me to a beautiful hotel where she booked us each a room. After we had dropped our belongings off to the hotel Monty and I headed over to Mass. Gen. When we arrived, I met and was able to perform surgeries with the foremost general, neuro, cardio, and orthopedic surgeons in the world. Monty and I had walked out of O.R. after removing a supposedly in operable brain tumor. "That was the most amazing thing I have ever seen in my life" I said exasperatedly. "That was just part of the job Grey" Monty said. She was wearing a very form fitting pair of black scrubs and a black scrub cap with a pair of cat eyes on the front. "Follow Grey" Monty called from down the hall. "Coming" I said picking up the pace. We walked into Monty's office as the chief. "Nice office" I said grabbing a granola bar from a jar on Monty's desk. It was about 7:30 in the evening and Monty was gathering her paperwork. Monty had packed her bag and looked over to me, "Alright Grey, grab your things and let's get to our hotel" She said pulling on her black wicker coat. I pulled on a tan trench coat Monty had given me and grabbed my things. "Alright Grey lets go" Monty said as we walked out of her office.

***back at the hotel***

Monty and I had adjoining rooms, so we spent the evening chatting. "That was so amazing" I said laying on the plush and comfy bed. "That's what it's like Grey. That's what it feels like to learn from and be the best" Monty said walking in wearing a t-shirt and shorts. "I just can't believe what I saw today. I mean was any of it even real? It was just so amazing" I said rubbing my belly with my right hand. I was still wearing Derek's shirt, and thinking about him made my eyes tear up. "I love Derek so much, but he- he can be so brainless sometimes. I-I just don't know what to do" I said sadly. Monty walked over and sat on the bed next to me. "Don't ask me love, I've been single most of my adult life. I haven't dated in years, so I can't give you any advice" Monty said looking over at me smirking slightly. "I don't know what to do about this baby. I just don't know what to do... about the baby or Derek" I said sadly. "Grey what the hell happened between you and Derek" Monty said eyeing me. "Derek and I were engaged, and then I caught him kissing Rose a scrub nurse, and now I'm here" I said sobbing. "Damn, Derek has always been an idiot. But, if he over steps again he's lost his mind" Monty said aggressively. Monty was very comforting and we talked all evening. Those were the best four days of my life. I was allowed to scrub in on multiple mind-blowing surgeries with many talented surgeons.

***back in Seattle***

We got back to Seattle at 10:30 in the evening, and Monty dropped me off at my house before heading home. I was sat on my couch when there was a knock on the door. I heaved myself off the couch and made my way to the door. I opened the door to see Derek standing there. "Hey" he said softly. "What Derek? What do you need?" I asked coldly. "Meredith... I have to say something, and I just need you to listen" He said sweetly. "Okay?" I said confused. I was holding my right hand over my belly. "I kissed Rose. I kissed her again while you were gone. It-It doesn't mean anything, but I can't wait forever. Rose, she loves me, and I can't help but think about our future. I love you Meredith Grey, but I can't wait for forever" Derek said dreamily looking at me. "I am having your baby! I am trying here, and I just can't believe you would kiss that damn scrub nurse again. I am 20 fucking weeks pregnant with your child. I-I-I just can't do this" I said tears streaming down my face. "oh Meredith... I am so sorry" Derek said sweetly. "I-I-I... you know what come in" I said sniffling. I pulled open the door and he walked in. "I love you Derek, but if you keep kissing scrub nurses I can't do this. I can't let you keep doing this. Derek you either have to let me go, or you have to take me on, every part of me even my baggage" I said sadly. He walked up to me and placed his hand on my belly just over mine. "alright Meredith. I'm ready to try with you. I want you Meredith Grey" Derek said to me as he pulled me close. "Okay" I said leaning into him. "Now how about we make up for lost time" Derek said pulling me toward the stairs. We had an amazing night, and I had finally satisfied this need I had since I had last been with Derek. I just love him so much.

A/N- This chapter is going to be in 2 parts because it's so long. I hope you enjoyed this chapter. Thank you for the support and for continuing to read this book-Kheroko