*ANNA'S P.O.V*
i thought this day will be perfect
yes, i'm with him physically, but mentally?
i don't think so.
ANG UTAK NIYA?
NANDUN PARIN KAY NEHIA
i'm the one who's with him, but still, his attention are still drawn on her
ako ang nasa tabi niya, pero si Nehia parin ang iniisip niya
though, hindi naman sila magkasama, pero PHONE ang connection nila
he just keeps on texting and texting.
tutok na tutok siya sa kakatext
and kahit na hindi siya nagsasabi o nagkukwento, i knew it.
FROM THE START.
i knew who he's texting with
it's always been her....
IT'S ALWAYS BEEN NEHIA
when will the time come na ako naman?
na ako naman ang paglalaanan niya ng oras at attention niya?
yung wala siyang ibang aasikasuhin kundi ako?
HAYYYY!
para lang akong hangin na nasa tabi niya, tumatawag tawag sakaniya, sasagot siya, but he'll answer me mindlessly.
yung tipong sagot na one word lang halos.
OO
HINDI
SIGE
PWEDE
DEPENDE
ganyan.
'yan na 'yan ang mga sagot niya
puro lang ganyan
ni minsan di manlang kami nagkaroon ng topic na mapag-uusapan
he's too busy
MASAKIT
sobrang nakaka-heartbreak
daig ko pa yung may kasama nga pero parang wala din naman.
parehas kaming magkasama, pero para kaming nagpepretend na hangin yung kasama namin
tatanong lang, tapos sasagot tapos balik nanaman sa pagiging tahimik
HOW PAINFUL IS THAT?
experiencing na harap-harapang iparamdam sa'yo ng taong mahal mo na kahit kailan, HE WILL NEVER SEE YOU AS MUCH AS HOW HE SEES HIS BESTFRIEND.
HIS LOVE.
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he may be with me PHYSICALLY, but MENTALLY?
NO.
-_-"
"tara meryenda? nagugutom na'ko ee" bigla niyang sabi habang tumitingin ako ng sandals na pwede kong ipartner dun sa dress that i bought
i nodded and said "ok" bluntly then tsaka ako naunang umalis
i know i have no right on acting this way, but i just can't help it.
SORRY IF I MAY, PERO NAGMAMAHAL LANG NAMAN KASI AKO EE...
tao din ako, napapagod
NASASAKTAN
tahimik kaming naglalakad at naghahanap ng makakainan.
may 2-3 feet kaming agwat habang naglalakad kami
