*CRAY'S P.O.V*
"tingin mo ba jan sa ginagawa? sa mga ginagawa mo ngayon? you think you didn't lose her? do you honestly think na sa ginagawa mo, you're doing her a favor of making her stay in your life if you never gave yourselves the chance to admit what you truly feel for each other."
"tingin mo ba jan sa ginagawa? sa mga ginagawa mo ngayon? you think you didn't lose her? do you honestly think na sa ginagawa mo, you're doing her a favor of making her stay in your life if you never gave yourselves the chance to admit what you truly feel for each other."
"tingin mo ba jan sa ginagawa? sa mga ginagawa mo ngayon? you think you didn't lose her? do you honestly think na sa ginagawa mo, you're doing her a favor of making her stay in your life if you never gave yourselves the chance to admit what you truly feel for each other."
these lines kept repeating in my head over and over again
and as it goes over and over, i can feel na unti-unti kong nararamdaman ang panghihinayang ko sa ginawa ko ngayon sa buhay ko
ang mga katarantaduhan ko.
what if, tama nga sila?
what if i blew off the opportunity na abot kamay ko na at that time, kaso ako lang talaga ang gago and didn't took the chance na halos tuklawin na'ko sa harap ko
what if i already had the chance but i was just the one stupid enough to ignore and turn my back on it?
HAYYYYYY!
shet!
CRAY! ANG BOBO MO TALAGA!
next time nga kasi gamitin muna ang kokote ok? wag masyadong padalos-dalos sa mga ginagawang desisyon sa buhay
NASA HULI ANG PAGSISISI AT PANGHIHINAYANG.
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*NEHIA'S P.O.V*
it's already 12 in the midnight and until now, gising parin ako.
hindi ako makatulog. kahit anong pikit ang gawin ko, walang nangyayari, miski ang haplusin manlang ako ng antok, hindi ko naramdaman.
pakiramdam ko, gising na gising yung buo kong katawan, pati kaluluwa ko
HAYYYYYYY!
tsaka parang may hinihintay akong hindi ko alam kung ano o sino
may hinahanap-hanap na hindi ko malaman kung ano o sino
tumagilid ako sa side table ko and there, my attention was caught up nang mapatingin ako sa picture na naka-frame at nakapatong sa side table ko
our picture....
ME AND CRAY
our latest picture taken bago kami mag-2nd yr. college last year
oo, latest na 'yang lagay na 'yan dahil pagdating nung 3rd yr. di na kami masyadong nakakapag-good time dahil subsob na sa aral
i sat down at the edge of the bed then took the picture
and saya-saya naman namin ee...
i just really don't know what happened
bigla bigla nalang nag-iba ang ihip ng hangin at nagkaganito nalaang kaming bigla
bigla biglang nagbago ang lahat sa loob ng isang iglap, nawala ang dating kami
how i envy this picture.
sana ganito parin kami kasaya ngayon...
SANA
i took a deep breath then positioned myself in the bed again together with the picture in my hand
