I Choose You

Why not go to paradise?

^^Not Shannon and Cammie but a beautiful couple on the show Wynonna Earp. I talk a bit about the show in this chapter. But literally this is a great tv show because they know how to wear a bulletproof vest.. if you know what I mean ^^

Shannon pov:
I wake up the next morning and notice Cammie wasn't there. I sigh to myself and get out of bed to look for her. I walk downstairs and find my angel sleeping on the couch while hugging my hoodie. I sit next to her sleeping body and place a soft kiss on her forehead. Damn she's so pretty... even though she looks like a zombie while she sleeps. I leave her side and go see if Aiden was up. I get to his room and hear laughing from the other side of the door. When I walk in I see him smiling at his iPad. "What you doing, Bud?" I ask him and sit on his bed. "I'm watching your videos, mommy. They're really funny" he says and continues laughing at my awkwardness. I frown and see that he's watching my recent video. "You *clap* are *clap* Bedgy!" He repeats the woman and I can't help but laugh. "Why are you watching my videos early in the morning?" I ask and he pauses the video. "I don't know. I just like seeing how weird you are" he scrolls through his iPad and picks one of my videos titled 'Winter Break Scandals| Lezbehonest'. It's just a video of cam and I first winter together. He watches a good portion of it and stops to look at me. "What happened to you and Cammie?" He asks. "Well her and I had to part ways. While I was out of high school and having you, she went off to college" I say and he furrows his eyebrows. "Did she leave you because you were having me?" He asks with sadness in his voice. "Of course not. She wanted to stay with me and watch you grow up but I didn't let her. I wanted her to move on with her life" I look at him and he's trying to process it all. "Why? Didn't you love her?" He asks and I nod. "I did. I loved her so much back when I was in high school and now I still do. Aiden, when you grow up you'll learn that sometimes you have to let go of the things you love. That's what I did, I let her go so she could do better things with her life" I explain to him and I see tears fall from his eyes. "Just like auntie Cari?" He asks and I nod. "Just like auntie Cari. I know it's hard, but I promise we will get through this together. I will never leave you" I kiss him on the head and hold him tight in my arms. "I love you mommy" he says hugging me back. "I love you, my baby boy" I say and I stay in his room, holding him in my arms.

Cammie pov:
I wake up almost 2 in the afternoon feeling like shit. I was dumb trying to start up fights with Shannon. She has every right to be mad at me right now. Wouldn't you if someone doubted your love for them? I look around her house and it's too quiet. "Anyone home!?" I yell and I get no response. I walk around the house, to each and every room and no one seems to be here. When I get to the kitchen, I find a note taped to the refrigerator.

Good afternoon Cam,
Sorry, we all didn't want to wake you up because of what happened last night so we let you sleep in. We'll be back in a few hours after running some errands. Ally and Stevie didn't need to come but they're like children and I have to take them everywhere. As for Mark and Ethan, they're filming a collab. If you need anything, just call. Love you!
-ShanBam xoxo

Great! Now I have time to make it up to Shannon. I kinda want to get her something, Just to show that I will love her forever even when she stops loving me back. A necklace? Maybe. Not a ring because we already have that. I'll think about it while I'm driving to the mall.

Shannon pov:
"I swear to god, if you two don't stop acting up you both will be finding an Uber back home!" I say while ally and Stevie continue to throw food at each other. "She started it" they say in sync while pointing at each other. I see Aiden laughing right next to me and I laugh with him. "You know, you're a lot more mature than them" I say and he nods in agreement. "Are you guys done throwing food at each other? I want to get home to cam and I think AJ is tired" I look at them and they nod. We gather our food and I carry Aiden out of the restaurant. When we reach my car, I buckle in Aiden and sit in the drivers seat. Once we're set to go, we drive back home. We walk in the front door with bags in our hands and drop them on the floor. "Cam!" I yell and she doesn't respond. "Cammie!?" I look in the living room, where she slept, and she wasn't there. "Stevie, did she text you where she went?" I ask her and she shakes her head. "Can you call her?" Stevie's starts to dial her number. I run around the whole house and there's no trace of her anywhere. I go back to Stevie and she tells me she didn't answer. I call her a few times and all my calls were sent to voicemail. "What if she died? Oh my gosh, what if she got kidnapped? I'm gonna die. Where could she be?" I ask pacing back and forward. "Calm down, dude. She probably just went out since we didn't invite her to run errands. I would too if I was alone in this big house" ally says and I nod. I calm down a bit and sit down on the couch. I hope she's okay I think to myself.