Yours Forever.

Chapter 45

Rosie's POV :

*5 years later.*

"Recalling all those memories
Every single word you said
Every single lesson being learned
From you

Some through your words
And some through your actions

Not a single one is forgotten
Nor it will ever be
But sweetheart,
I'm deprived of love
Since the moment I decided to let you go

When I realised
That I was tired
Tired of getting hit by a strong bullet every day

Tired of wishing for you to tell me that you miss the taste of my love too

Tired of praying for you to realise
That somewhere
A girl
A broken girl
Is madly in love with you

She just couldn't handle it on her own
But she expected to be forgiven

My love,
How was your love so strong that it's not letting me live?

How was your love so effective that it's truancy broke me?

How was your love so beautiful that I wish for amnesia to take my brain over to forget you?

I did everything I could for you
But how come, darling
My love was not as strong as yours

Or maybe
You never felt it's attendance
To the full
And maybe that's why
Even it's absence isn't effective

A billion little drops of water create an ocean
And a billion little drops of love
Created this vast ocean of love for you
In my heart

And darling
I'm drowning in it
And I need you
To help me swim
To help me escape

But I know you won't come
I'm not your desire anymore
And letting you go was not for me
It was for you

Your heart conveyed this to me
That you left me
Long before I decided to let you go"

She closed her notebook and stared outside the window beside which she was sitting and writing all what she felt. She stared at the night sky. The stars that sparkled in darkness. She was too, a star that shined too brightly but her sparkle was lost and now she was just a shooting star. Falling towards the ground while turning into dusk and eventually, disappearing.

She wanted him to know every single thing she wrote for him. He thought she was a lier. She knew he would never see the real her. She knew everything has already been wrecked.
She knew she could've tried harder by staying but he didn't know that she could've tried if she had that strength left.
But sadly, she was too damaged to do anything for anyone. Not even for her own self. And maybe some times, you have to sacrifice your own consent just for the sake of the one you love because being in love requires seeing the one you love happy. Even if his happiness is not with you.

They were a true example of a perfect fairytale. But do fairytales last for ever? Even a romantic movie ends after a maximum of two hours and then you're back to reality where love like that does not exist. And oh if you talk about a rom-com show, it lasts for a few weeks and even it's season's sequels end in a few years. Nothing lasts for ever. You always have to give up on things that give you pain. But sometimes you have to give up on things for which you try but it feels selfish when you're the only one trying over there. The other person doesn't even want you there. It feels more like you're being a huge pain in their ass. So removing yourself gives them relief and seeing them happy eases your pain. A well wish for every person with a broken heart out there. We all are stronger than we think we are. Time teaches you everything.
But how did Ruke reached to this point after 5 years? Rosie vowed herself that she won't ever let him go but what made her do that??
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