Drunken Mistake :Phan au:

Discontinued

Okay, here we go. I'm going to start off by saying that I'm really sorry guys, I truly am. When I started this book I wasn't confident that it would turn out good, now, I'm positive this book is a mess and if I continue it it will just get worse. Drinking past fics my heart was into them. But now, I don't have my heart in any story I write or start to write. I really thought in could finish this book, I really did, but I can't. I can barely look at this book because I now that this book was a sad excuse to keep a fic going. I'm also so busy, I've dedicated so much time to fan art and one picture can take about seven hours. One picture. Writing and drawing has taken a toll on my brain, I'm over working my creativity. I want to keep writing, I'm not saying I'm going to stop, but I am going to stop writing this fic. I feel like I'm off topic.

Anyway, I don't have a steady plot for this, I created too many side plots and one of them wasn't even planned and I have no idea where to go with it. It's why they got together in the first place. Dan had a loving boyfriend and Phil was sad, they were both drunk. That's no a solid reason. And I have no idea how Dan got to the dating auction of if him and Matt got in a fight because Matt's a nice guy and ugh.

The only thing I had planned was that Dan and Phil would get permission to get the divorce the day his sister was giving birth and Phil wanted the divorce still but Dan didn't because he has feeling for Phil and wants to be with him and Phil feels the same he just doesn't want marriage to make them feel committed and something might go wrong and idk what they were going to go with and Jane (I hope that's her name just forgot) would either get with Matt or the guy who she had the kid with (was he Clark? I think so, Idk) and they would be cute and Clark was going to stop drinking and be a good dad even if he wasn't with Jane. And that's the ending of the book, the only thing I have for the middle is Phil getting a book published or something. Ugh.

So yeah, once again I apologize. I will post another Phan fic. Who knows when bc I sure don't I have many plot lines but no idea where to go with them. When I do post it I will have every chapter done and will do weekly chapters until it's all posted. This is a plan I hope to achieve but who knows because I sure don't. If you can't tell I am beside myself and I have no idea what I'm doing. I need to find some inspiration.

Sincerely Me,
Coy (this is my pen name not my real name)

P.s. if you get the reference you're amazing