Right Now (Camila/you)

tweleve

a/n: this whole chapter will be in Camila's POV. This will be super emotional, but the most emotional I've written. If you can't read some of it please feel free to skip it. I love yall♡

I sniffled. I had dried tears being covered with fresh ones every five minutes. It'd been hours since Y/N left. Her family were here minutes after she went into the ER.

Katie was crying hysterically, now just laying in her mother's arms, sleeping. Y/N's mom was blank, just sitting in the chair staring at the wall. She was going through it all over again.

"I can't do this again. Katie needs her sister. I need my daughter. I can't lose her." She says to me.

"I can't lose her either." I whisper.

"You really care about Y/N. I see it every time I come in here. Y/F/N would've loved you." I smiled at that. I would've loved to have met her dad.

"What was he like?" I ask. Y/N's mom smiles.

"He was always happy. Keeping positive and loving. He adored Y/N. She adored him. He was never frowning around her, with or without the cancer. He always made sure that they said I love you and goodbye, because we never knew when it would happen. He was overall one of the best people." Y/M/N smiled as she spoke about him.

It was something to take out minds off of the current events.

"All the little things they used to to together, watch sports and play baseball, all that faded when he passed. She found no interest in watching or playing any sports. Just because he was gone and wasn't there to do it with her was sad to see." Y/M/N continued.

"She played baseball?"

"Softball, she loved it as a kid. Quit for six years then did it for another three. She could never find herself really enjoying it unless she was watching from the sidelines with piles of sunflower seeds stuffed in the side of her cheek." Y/M/N chuckled, I smiled.

Hearing more about Y/N's past made me see how strong she really was. Losing her father to cancer then getting it herself, she was a survivor and a fighter. I was honored to know her.

The doctor finally came in, holding the clipboard and reading something before looking at Y/M/N. His face didn't show good news.

"According to the many tests we've done, Y/N's tumors have grown. We were able to stop them before...but now we need to be extra cautious." My eyes teared up.

"What are the lengths?" Y/M/N asks.

"We'll need to remove her from this room and into a singular room with the more severe cancer patients. A lot more check ups and string medication. More chemo. We have reason to believe the cancer might have spread." Y/M/N broke down. I felt like my heart broke.

Y/N was neutral with her recovery for so long, was this a way of her giving up? The world is cruel, I just wanted to scream. But instead, I got out of the bed and ran, past the doctor, past the upset woman and confused Katie, and right into Dinah's arms.

"Mila?! What happened?!" I started to hyperventilating. Y/N didn't deserve this, she deserved to survive more than I did.

"Y-Y/N. She's dying. T-They think the c-cancer spread." I choked out.

The girls embraced my tightly, soon andll of us on the hospital floor equally with tears spilling. Y/N meant something to us, and now she's closer to being gone.

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Me and the girls patiently waited in the room. Y/M/N informed us that Y/N would be staying with me one more night before being taking to the other side of the hospital, for who knows how long.