It was you ( On-Going )

[9] Who hates who?

Chapter Nine.

Frenceska.

" Pampam ka talaga eh, noh? "

I feel like I woke up in the wrong side of the bed. I usually am the morning person, I like coffees so much but this day's a different day. Nagising nga 'ko but I feel like I am not.

Feel ko gising nga 'ko pero tulog ang mga senses ko. Ayokong gumalaw. Nababadtrip ako.

I only slept for two hours, and I'm afraid to face any mirrors today. I don't want to see how miserable I look, right now. I probably looked like a zombie, damn it. Who wouldn't looked like a zombie if you only slept for two hours?!

Yung eyebags ko, palaban!
Kung sino man makakita sa itsura ko ngayon, iisipin nilang nakadroga ako.
Kulang na nga sa tulog, maga pa 'yung mga mata ko kakaiyak! I really hate this day, ayokong pumasok. Ayoko sila makita, ayokong makita nila ako lalo na't ganito ang itsura ko.

I suddenly want everyone to meet my bitch side today para lang lumayo sila saakin. But I decided not to go to school, sasabihin ko nalang may sakit ako. Besides, Patapos naman na kami sa sayaw namin.

For an hour, I just stared at my ceiling. Thinking of what happened yesterday. Ano nga bang nangyare kahapon at humantong sa sitwasyon na mukha akong tanga? Gusto ko talaga magmura.

" Hoy frenceska! Late na tayo! " Kasabay ng boses ay ang pagbukas ng pintuan ko. I didn't bother to look who enter my room, nakikilala ko naman siya sa boses niya. Nyeta lang, because he was able to see how I look today. " Putragis, anyare sayo?! "

I neither move nor utter a word. I'm too tired to talk, my mind's already tired thinking. For a second, Kuya Joel asked me why I'm in this kind of state but I still chose not to say a word. Damn it, can't he just leave?

" Frenceska! Ano 'ba! Male-late na tayo ba't di ka pa kumikilos?! " Now kuya joel's getting mad and I didn't even give a single fuck. Wala ako sa mood ngayon, utang na loob.

My kuya's keep asking me but I keep on ignoring him, just really.. hoping for him to stop and just leave me the hell alone. Kailangan 'kong mapag-isa, I don't want to see anyone today.

" Frenceska Angelique, Hindi ka talaga kikilos?! Kanina pa 'ko salita ng salita dito pero para kang walang pakielam! " I heard my brother told me again, this time I know he's mad. 'Di ko ba naman pansinin eh, taragis lang talaga.
For the nth time, I just rolled my eyes at him and cover myself with my blanket.

" Ayaw mo talaga ha.. " Bigla na lang niyang marahas na tinggal yung kumot 'ko kaya pareho kaming naghilahan nito. Nag agawan kami kaya medyo na akong nainis, bakit ba ayaw ako netong tantanan?! Pwede naman niya akong pabayaan na lang!

" Kuya ano ba! " Hindi ko na napigilan ang sarili 'kong masigawan siya. We're just a typical siblings, we fought and such but who cares. But today's different, 'di ko alam but alam 'kong inis kaming dalawa sa isa't isa.

" Kumilos ka na kasi! "

" Sinabi nang ayaw ko eh! Pwede ba kuya?! Tantanan mo muna ako! "

" Bakit ba ayaw mong sumunod?! Ikaw ba ang kuya hah?! " Sigaw niya saaking pabalik. Alam kong mainit na pareho ang ulo namin, I also know why he's acting like this. He's just taking his role as a big brother but because I am the stubborn sister, I chose not to obey his rules.