Looking through You(Two Shots) ✔

part 2

I want you to be happy.

How many times I looked at that message, I didn't reply after that neither did he.

And more to my embarrasment, now I wanted to see his face. He was tall, had velvet voice. But...how did he look!!!

At least you could have seen my face.

I remembered, he saying this. He wanted me to see him, there was a desperation in his voice. I almost insulted him, by saying it doesn't matter.

But still he said, he wanted to marry me.

Kuch gadbad hai Suman, warna woh thodi na Shaadi k liye manta. Bahut badi problem. May be his eyes, or his nose, ya phir...oh God, kahin woh...kahin woh... impotent...chi chi Suman kya soch rahi hai...

"Don't tell me Suman, tumne aisa socha..." Mrs Rai almost choked on her drink.

I laughed, "I was just astounded Mrs Rai, I couldn't believe that he was ready to marry me, even after I had insulted him."

"Chal Suman jaimala ka waqt a gaya." Mamiji was over excited. At last, after this marriage, she could go back to her family.

"To tumne tab chehra dekha..." Mrs Singh was excited enough to make me blush.

"Nahin, tabhi bhi nahin..." I smiled, "Main mala uske gale mein daalne hi wali thi, then suddenly usko kisine utha liya, and to match his height, mere cousin ne mujhe bhi uthaya. I was so scared, that I jumped out of my cousin's arm and he grabbed my shoulder to make me steady. Then I realised, he was already on his feet, and the varmala landed around his neck involuntarily.

Embarrassed, I saw his face."

I blushed again as the memory crept through.

"Don't think about me Sumo, you know na, it's really hard to concentrate on other people when you are blushing and smiling like this. You don't want me to ruin this party, right?!"

I looked at him, he winked. In a second another message came,

"my pretty tomato, it's already hot enough, you don't need to add more to it."

"Husband se kaho thoda ruk jaye Suman. Phone ko rakkho. Phir kya hua? You saw him!"

"No, I didn't, I didn't see his face but eyes. His light brown eyes, shimmering brightly; caging me with his eyes for almost good one minute, he closed his eyes. Suddenly out of nothing, a giggle came out of me, his eyes are mesmerizing sumo, aur tu kya soch rahi thi!!!

I could sense his gaze on me, but I didn't have the courage to look at him.

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"Won't you change?" He asked me in a low voice.

"Haan...woh...main..." I clenched my eyes, helping those tears to be free, so the time had come, he was about to claim me, that too without my consent.

Koi baat nahin Sumo, yeh koi nayi baat to nahin, aj tak kisine teri marzi janne ki koshish ki hai kya!

"Tumhe sona nahin hai Kya? Puri raat aise hi?"

And my silent sobs became full blown crying.

When I was done crying, I looked at him, there he was sitting in all his glory, looking at my face.

"Aur rona hai ya, abhi k liye ho gaya?"

"Woh...main..."

"You don't need to worry Suman, as I said, I wanted you to be happy. And I still want that. Go and change. Tumhare baad mujhe bhi change karna hai."