I threw on a hoodie real quick before I went for that walk with Grayson. I put my hood on and some sunglasses to cover my face. We walked hand in hand to the park that was down the street from his house.
When we reached the park, I laid down in the grass and looked up at the sky.
"You want to know something?" I said
"What's that?"
"Growing up, I felt like I had no one to talk to. So I would walk outside, and lay in the grass and look up at the sky, whether it was day or night. I would distract myself by doing that. But now, I feel like my troubles are too much to be distracted by such little things."
"I told you, I'll take care do you from now on. I'll make you feel better."
"I feel filthy. I feel like a slut."
"What he did to you.. that doesn't make you who you are. It makes you stronger. You're not a slut. You're the most beautiful, the most strong woman I have ever met." I kissed him on the lips and gave him a half smile.
"Thank you." I paused. "What am I going to do about school? He probably told the whole school that I had sex with him." I ran my fingers through my hair.
"Stay in during lunch with me. Pretend you're my TA."
"Okay. Thank you, Gray." He nodded. We talked and laid on the grass for an hour.
"Come on, I'll push you on the swing set." I chuckled. He helped me stand up and I walked over to the swings. He gently pushed me on the swing, not too high though. I laughed loudly as the swing went back and forth. I forgot about everything for those couple minutes. Just as I was picking up the pace on the swing, he stopped me and walked in front of me and held the chains.
He kissed me passionately and then pulled away.
"There is something about you, Sarah. I just can't get enough." He kissed me again.
"Come on, lets go home, I'll make you some lunch." I said with a smile.
"How about This, we go home, get dressed up all nice, and we go out to a nice dinner." He offered and I nodded.
"Id like that." I smiled.
"I'll drive you home." He said. We walked back to his place and got into his car and he drove me home.
"I'm so glad my moms at work right now. She can't see me like that." I mumbled.
"Tell her you're at a friends house." He said.
"I will. I'm a good kid. She thinks I never get into trouble so." I chuckled.
"Thanks for driving me home, love. Pick me up tonight at 5:00. Don't be late or my brother will be home and that's a whole other mess." I laughed.
"Okay, baby. See you then." I kissed her goodbye and I watched her as she walked up the steps to her front porch and into her house.
She's so beautiful.
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Wow an update?? Literally a year later. I'm the worst, I know 😂😂Hopefully y'all still love Grayson
