brother were are thou?

Chapter 30

When the shadows knew about the news the dead often told Fallen for she was the only one in Camelot who could hear them. She was the one that knew or seen what had happened. She then kneeled as she heard something troublesome. "It's not true no its not." She held her rib cage under her chest as she cried her head tilted.

As some knights walked by they looked at her "your highness?" They kneeled "are you, alright mistress?" Fallen nodded trying to keep the news hidden, even being in the most pain she remained still as she thought about everything she just wanted to forget everything. She got up struggling with her legs let out from under her, the knights grabbed her and held on to her. They took her to her room then went and then went to tell the king what happened. Fallen rested as her brother walked in holding her hand as he sat there. He was worried but sadly he knew that Gwen has been seeing Lancelot he put most of his time to the knights, Fallen and a mistress. Fallen slowly lost most of her memories she had her memories from when she was five years old. 

About five months later Fallen had woken up as she looked around then saw a sleeping Merlin and Arthur she touched Arthur's head who woke up. "Arthur?" She had at first thought it was her father but she couldn't do anyway that it was him he was always so busy so it had to be the only other person who would ever talk or care for her. She held on to the blanket and a stuffed dragon she held on to it, but what could she do being so alone she did what she was told but after a while, Arthur is waking up looking at Fallen who was hiding her face in her lap. Arthur touched her as she slowly showed her face looking at him. He looked at her worried that she was lost again, soon she looked at him and talked to him about everything. Merlin looked at Arthur after they left  "You know that she has lost her memory, Sire." He looked at Arthur who thought of an idea that maybe Merlin along with a few knights could go and see if they could take care of Fallen but first things were first. He had to tell his kingdom that the princess was sickly and that he was divorcing Gwen. He was crushed that he had to but he was told by Mordred who used it to weaken him. 

After he was done addressing the kingdom he went and took three knights plus Merlin on a ride around the kingdom so that maybe fallen would get her memory back. Arthur had Fallen on her horse but he led her horse for her as they all rode around but Fallen didn't remember how to ride all she wanted to do was try to help but she was destined to lose her memory until she was dead. She just looked around trying to remember what was going on, she just wanted to make everything she did better she hated hurting anyone that she cared about or making them worry about her.

 Arthur looked at his sister as he looked down trying to keep his cool, he hated seeing his sister hurt or being scared of something that she couldn't fix. He also hated that they had lost so much time between each other, he never got a chance to see what she was like as a kid. To happened when she was growing he regaining her memory was all he had to do but she was so much older now that he didn't want to say goodbye to the person she was. Someone with magic it might have been dark but it was something that she was using to help the kingdom and how he was healed from what Gwen did to hurt him before Mordrid told him what was going on, she had said that the shadows were whispering about a betrayal that was happening in the kingdom one that the king was going to have to accept, then he would have to do something to get the old queen off the throne so he could find a real queen that loved him more than the one that had betrayed him. 

Fallen started to fall asleep on her horse she didn't know where they were going but they were going there. She went to sleep as Arthur kept holding on to the rains he stopped the horses. "We will camp here," said Arthur who had stopped. He then got off getting his sister laughing a little bit she was light as a feather for some reason, he put her head on his knees holding her closely as the servants got the camp ready and food prepared. Merlin walked up to Arthur "Sire would you like some wine?" Arthur looked up after stroking his sister's head "Yes Merlin but first, can you get my clock." He tried to keep his sister covered but didn't know that when they went back in time no one would know them in the time that they were reborn.