brother were are thou?

Chapter 32

(This chapter is dedicated to some people that I made a mistake with that's all.)

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A few days later three of the Pendragon children found Fallen's body just laying there they thought it was a joke but found out that it wasn't. They checked to see if she was alive or dead and they knew even without checking that she was dead. Two of the other children found the letters each of them read them out loud. The first to find there's was Morticia born before Fallen and she was the oldest, but Morticia hated Fallen.

Dear Morticia, 

        I am not going to try to do anything well anymore, I know you of all the siblings didn't really like me. I know I messed up and I couldn't fix anything for what I did to you, I am not going to apologize but know as I die that I messed up and that I shouldn't be around anymore because I am just going to make you hate me more and more. You are right I was a problem and you were right all along. With the fact that I was just babied and I won't grow up from that, I never meant to make you hate me. I don't know what to say but everything is my felt and I couldn't fix it or the fact that I was alone that was my felt too. You were right to hate me so much, I never wanted to force you to ever to like me. I know I wasn't friend material or sister material. I wish I could have been but I guess I shouldn't have expected so much that was so high up the rank. You will make a great queen someday I know it. I hope everything for you goes well for you and everyone else, also I hope you fall in love. I also wasn't ever trying to be an attention seeking type person I was just trying to make sure I wasn't left alone watching something fun going on and I was left out. 

Sincerely, 

Princess Fallen 

Then there was her brother Etienne who name meant crown, they got along far to well that fallen would go to him more like a parent and complain about the kids at school, but she won't treat him like a friend or sibling. He read out load next, his face was a little blushed as he read it most of it was about how she treated him not meaning to and that maybe she needed to act her age and not treat every one of her siblings as if they were just nothing instead she thought that she should have treated them like friends or siblings. 

Dear Etienne, 

         I was a thoughtless ideat to you all but mostly you, I never respected your busy schedule or the others. At least now I know that with me dead and gone that I am never going to bug you or the others again. I know that I should have done better then I was before, I know that soon you will be going back to the modern world for college then you will come back to this medieval world to rule your own land and kingdom maybe if I am reborn we will run back into each other hopefully, we all will see each other hopefully I am not so much full of darkness but if I am hoping I am seeing the beauty in it instead of seeing the bad parts of this. I did treat you like you were nothing but the only person who would take care of the knights. I am sorry for that, I am hoping that this will settle everything that has happened. This time I might actually change and learn my lesson. This is the only thing that I knew that I could do that won't cause so many mistakes, thank you for putting up with me I know that it probably took a lot for you to do that but still thank you. 

Sincerely, 

Princess Fallen 

The next one was another sister this one would talk to fallen but she also had a busy schedule so it was read out loud as well as the others would be, much of this was tough on some of them but it wasn't that hard when their sister had been so annoying. The sister that read this one was named  Kalonice which her name in Greek meant the victory of beauty. 

Dear  Kalonice, 

         Thank you for putting up with me but don't worry its fine, I know now that I was nothing but an annoying little brat that didn't know how to stop her boredness or depression or being in the shadows, I should have listen to everyone of you when I had the chance but this was the only thing to do other than run away and be brought back so that I would ruin everything for you all. But I started hating myself plus I took you all for granted mainly because I was so bored that I just waited and held on to hope that I won't do the same thing over again. Too many times that I probably shouldn't be alive then or now. I should have died in the past and remained in the past it wasn't fear for any of you to deal with me not when I was like that. You all deserved a better me not the person that you got. Maybe we all will meet again. 

Sincerely, 

Princess annoyance Fallen. 

The next person was their other sister who was the one who had the most patients with Fallen which her name was Anastasia which her name meant resurrection, like I said she had the most patients and kindness to fallen but fallen took that for granted as well, in life fallen was so stupid she didn't realize what she did. 

Dear Anastasia, 

         I should have listened to you when you warned me many times not to get close to a dragon or the time that I was playing with my magic and dad King Uther came near our room to where he could have seen it. I shouldn't have just listened to my 'Friends' in the darkness. I also should have also listened to you all when you didn't like me talking about certain dreams that I was having because you all had the same dreams when you were my age, I know some of you were and where not born with magic and I was but I was being so stupid and acted like a little kid I shouldn't have done that to you or anyone else. I understand that some of this won't change everything but I did want to talk to you about it and try to work stuff out but you most of you shut the door in my face. It was all my stupid me that couldn't deal with the pain or understand what you all were saying and was too scared to ask what you meant. Everything is my felt I knew that I should have realized that sooner or later I would do something that would end up making me cast friends and siblings. Thank you for trying to deal with me and trying to make it so that I didn't keep making things a problem or ruining things for you all. Maybe when we all meet again I will be better and be the friend and sibling that everyone wanted to begin with and not the person they got. You all deserve great people around you as to where I didn't deserve to have you guys around me. 

Sincerely, 

Stupid Princess Fallen. 

The last letter had been placed in Arthurs chambers after he had gone to bed he chose not to read it out loud but there was another that they won't find for Fallen had hidden it in her chambers, when she died her spirit didn't go were it was supposed to it was scheduled  to be reborn. But she had to wait for a little bit before she was reborn, but only Arthur had dreams of her for he felt like he should have done more but there wasn't anything more he could have done that the rest could do. He had to place her body with their father and the knights that had fallen in battle. Most of the time they just did what they did in the past but this time the siblings and Merlin stood around doing different spells after everyone left Arthur had stayed he couldn't believe that she would do this or that she would carry out the act.