Finding: Me [Completed]

Chappie 4

HYUNRA POV

"Where do I live? It's getting kind of dark. I need to go home" I asked Jeonghan, I still wasn't used to calling him Hannie. "You want to stay at your own house tonight?" he answered me with a question instead.

"Well, yeah. Where else do I sleep?" I couldn't help but roll my eyes. "You live here you dummy, I can never trust you to live alone and not burn down your house some way or another." He rolled his eyes back at me.

"The house felt so empty without you when you were hospitalised. But now you're back. Welcome home." He sighed happily.

But I was only able to shake my head and gasp a little. "No way, but you are a guy. I can't live with a guy. Seriously, bring me back home. "

"Oh! That reminds me, when Seungcheol returns tomorrow, do not let him find out that you are living with me. He thinks that you live in an apartment somewhere else. But you aren't, you are living here Hyunii. He will murder both of us if he finds out. And no, it was not my idea, it was your idea to live here with me." He exclaimed.

This is absurd, this is another thing I would never have done. I opened my mouth to protest but Jeonghan covered my mouth with his hands just in time before I could produce any sound.

"No, don't speak. Knowing you, you are only going to deny that it wasn't you." He ruffled my hair teasingly. "I'm going to wash up. Your bedroom is the room that has the blue door." And he headed to the bathroom.

I guess I am really living here...

Then a weird image flashed in my mind... Me snuggling up with Jeonghan on the sofa.

What. The. Heck.

I mentally screamed and let out a loud groan from my frustration. What on earth was I thinking?!

Jeonghan probably heard me and stuck out his wet head outside the bathroom and asked me if I was alright. "I'm fine." I said, probably sounding like some pissed off girl on her period.

He just shrugged and went back into the bathroom. I stomped my way back into my bedroom and flung myself onto the bed. The bed smelled like Jeonghan, the same scent I took in when he hugged me.

Then...guess what? An image of Jeonghan and I holding hands appeared in my mind. Geez, what's up with my hormones today?!

But it felt like I have experienced those things before. Holding hands, cuddling together and ki...kissing.

I finally managed to brush off my thoughts after a long while. I went to the bathroom and peeled of my clothes to shower, and it was true like Jeonghan said, there were faint and dark scars and light bruises almost all over my body.

I sighed while staring at my pathethic and ugly self in the mirror. I quickly took a shower and escaped the horrifying images of my body on the mirror.

In the living room, I saw Jeonghan sitting on the couch, fast asleep and snoring a little. He did look pretty tired since this early morning when I woke up. I laughed at his light snores and got a blanket for him to cover his vulnerable body from the chilly night.

I went back to my room and laid myself down to sleep. I was pretty worn out and fell asleep almost immediately.

During my slumber, I dreamt of meeting Seungcheol. I still couldn't see him clearly but I woke up the next morning feeling pretty excited to meet my brother.

I kept bugging Jeonghan about Seungcheol, asking him things like: What is my brother like? Is he a nice person? How does he look? Are you guys friends?

He seemed to finally had enough of my questions and turned around from the frying pan and scrutinised his eyes at me, probably signalling me to get out of the kitchen and stop bothering him cook.

I smiled sheepishly and walked out of the kitchen. Soon, he came out the the dining table with two plates of omelette fried-rice.

I almost drooled at the sight and the smell of the food and it was very hard to control myself from gulping down my breakfast. But I waited for Jeonghan to sit down and eat with me.

Damn, he looks good in an apron.

"What?" Jeonghan looked at me weirdly.

Did I just think that out loud?

"I think you did." he laughed.

I felt my cheeks go warm and I hid my face in my palms.

"Thank you though. I now know that I look good in an ap--" he was cut off by me when I slapped my hands onto his mouth and glared at him.

Stop. It. I mouthed out and groaned.

"Letph goo oph meh." I think he meant 'let go of me'. He licked my palm, making me shriek and jump up from my chair. I quickly pulled back my poor hand and wipe it on my shirt.

Jeonghan was just there grinning and he looked like he was about to burst out laughing.

I sat back down, clearly embarrassed and I violently scooped up some of the rice with my spoon. I decided to change the topic and started my interrogation about my older brother again.

"Yah! Don't keep talking about him, I have feelings too." he shyly muttered. I only smirked and stuck out my tongue. I quickly wolfed down my breakfast and sat on a couch nearby.

"Jeong--I mean Hannie."

"Yeah?"

"What were we like when we were in a relationship?" I bravely questioned.

"Mmm... We were...maybe the cutest couple in our group of friends?" He joked.

"Our group of friends?"

"Yep, there is Joshua, Jihoon, Seokmin and Seungkwan. We are very close with each other, we know everything about each other. I told them about your situation, I hope you are okay with that." he said and I nodded.

"I'm so sorry that I'm affecting so much of your life... " I apologized.

Jeonghan shook his head and said, "No, it wasn't your fault. It's was the careless driver who wasn't watching the light signals and thus, crashing into you."

He also finished his breakfast and sat down on the couch beside me. His hands smoothly made its way to ny hands and he entwined our fingers but I let it stay the way it was.

Even though he was like a stranger to me, I didn't feel very awkward around him. I felt peaceful and calm whenever I'm around him.

And then he leaned forward and our lips got closer and closer until they met with each other.

Author note 📝 :
Helloooo~~😆

It's really late again and I'm still up. I rly need to sleep for school tmr~~

Gd nite~~🌚♥