Finding: Me [Completed]

Chappie 29

HYUNRA POV

What is he doing?!

His lips were gently pressed against mine and his eyes were closed while I went wide-eyed.

My mind was running crazy and my heart was hammering against my chest unsteadily. There were tingling and electrifying sensations running through my body from my lips.

My fingertips and cheeks felt hot. So burning hot.

But I couldn't find the strength to pull away from him, I just stood really still and stunned.

I stumbled backwards a few small steps but his lips were still crushed softly against mine as he continued leaning towards me.

I still couldn't muster courage to tear apart. Or was it because I didn't want to let go?

I finally gathered my sanity back again as pushed him apart from me.

I felt so flushed and didn't dare to look at Jeonghan in the eye.

"I-" He started but he was cut off my me.

"S-save it." I barely manage to cough out my words and walked back to the safety of my lonely room.

I dragged my chair out slowly and placed my soulless self on it, I was still trying to recover from the shock.

I looked into the mirror and found myself blushing a bright shade of red as if I put on too much blush.

That kissing scene played in my mind again.

Why did he do that?

I felt tingling sensations and electric-like feelings on throughout my body and on my lips all over again.

"AHHHHHH!" I yelled in frustration and in embarrassment, also trying to let all my jittering feelings out by screaming. I know it doesn't work that way but just let me be for now.

But, why'd he do that? Because of feelings? Or...

No matter how hard I think, I couldn't find an explanation that made sense.

He didn't have romantic feelings for me, so why the kiss?

I blushed again when I thought of the word kiss.

Dammit, I blush too easily!

Then what? For his mere amusement?

Whatever it is, I wanted to forget it.

Or do I?

I had to admit, I do feel happy and excited but I bet it's going to be short-lived.

He's gonna forget that he kissed me. I hope. No, I don't want him to forget.

I sighed and jumped of my bed and hid my face into my pillows.

Why is getting someone's love so hard? Does a one-sided love feel this sad?

But now... I was just confused. He says he loves another but he kissed me. What does that mean? Why did he make that move?

Argh, guys are just so hard to understand!

JEONGHAN POV

WHY DID I DO THAT? WHY DID I?

I am freaking out, I'm trying to figure out what the heck is wrong with me.

Why did I just kiss her like that? Was it because I was irritated that she was going out with Mingyu? My stupid raging hormones?