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Sehun is angry. He's staring at me hatred in his eyes. "Look at you, wearing that costume, your hairs a mess, you where touched by other men, and you look like your about to crack!" He's right I am about to crack, mentally. I feel disgusted and used. 

I grab my body and dig my nails into my skin. Then I fall on my knees, my face on the ground and tears in my eyes. "Fuck!... I f-fucking... why?!" I choke out a few words unable to put any sentences together. 

I feel Sehun pick me up, he's bringing me to the bed. 

"Take all that shit off. You don't need glittery stage clothes to be sexy. Oh... and do it in front of me." Sehun's words kinda make me feel a bit better in a way, so I nod and begin to take off the stage clothes that the mob boys Beyond The Scene made me wear. 

I pull my long hair in front of my shoulders to try and unzip the back of the outfit but I am unsuccessful so I crawl towards Sehun. 

He smirks and unzips the corset. I pull the corset down leaving my upper body exposed. I hear Sehun breath slightly heavier then before, but it's an angry breath. 

"Damn. They really fucked you up." He must have seen the whoop lashes and all the hickey's on my skin. Sehun takes his big hand and brushes it against my collar bone. 

He then after proceeds to move his long finger gently against my skin. I shiver from the tickling sensation. Sehun pulls me up on his lap and begins to suck my skin and kiss me everywhere. 

I lean my head back unintentionally and I hear Sehun chuckle. 

"Tell me where to touch you next." He whispers in my ear and my body feels like its melting.

"No where. I am gross..." I respond. My response angers Sehun even more. 

"No! I already said it doesn't matter what you are!" He screams, his brows scrunched. I begin crying and I cant control it. 

Sehun sighs and begins to pet my head gently. "P-please... touch my thighs and kiss my mouth lots." I ask in response to his original question. 

"Okay." He nods and begins to touch my aching body. 

"Sehun don't seek revenge. I don't want you to risk it all... You may be a bad man but those guys are crazy." I explain hesitantly and then quickly look up at Sehun to see his expression. 

He is trying to hide his anger. Sehun picks me up again and puts me at the edge of the bed. He begins to gently kiss my thighs, while looking up at me. My heart throbs, i'm getting excited. 

I bite my lip to try and contain the feels i'm getting. I feel Sehun's tongue move from near my knee all the way up close to my special space and my body jolts. His hot breath so close to it, he's just inches away from it. 

Sehun crawls up from my legs and begins to kiss me, his tongue deep in my mouth. He stops for a moment to catch his breath and to speak. 

"Did they fuck you?" He asks with a pant to his words. 

"No i think that was meant for the stage." I say with dread. Sehun's expression doesn't change to my answer. 

As Sehun begins to move closer to my private spot a vision flashes from my memory. I cover my mouth as I recall what happened. Sehun sees this. He moves up from my in between my legs and firmly touches my shoulder. 

"They made me drink their... well you know.. and they put hot things to my skin... but the worst was the crowd of people that watched as they did half the stuff. Jin was the nicest looking one but no I was mistaken... As I recall he is far worse then any of the people there.  He's like the devil himself. He'd watch me all the time, he'd make me dance for him and if i didn't dance properly or I looked stiff he'd choke me and pull my hair hard... harder then how you pulled my hair... and he'd grab my noes and.. well... he." Recalling the memory I begin to start crying. 

"He'd blind fold me, tie my wrists up... and... throw me in a pool... he'd tell me if I want to live I'll find a way out." I start to shiver and get flash backs. 

The feeling of water filling up in my longs, the fear of death. 

"What did you think at times like those?" Sehun asks breaking my thoughts. 

"I would imagine this penthouse and how I like it so much, I'd think maybe I should just give up and let death take me..." Sehun puts his hand over my mouth. 

"Don't think anything like that. I don't care what situation your in never stop fighting. If you can fight for my life, you can definitely fight for your own life." He slowly removes his hand from my mouth. 

"You know its kind of ironic. All the shit they did to me... kind of made me super human. So next time they come around I'll be sure to get my revenge." Sehun gives a puzzled expression at my words. 

"Superhuman? How?" I smile upon Sehun's question. 

"Want me to show you?" I quickly grab some clothes and then grab Sehun's hand. 

"Where's the pool?" I ask with a smile still plastered to my face. "I have a private pool just a few doors down." He says still a little puzzled. "Bring me there." He nods and takes me there. 

When we get there I take off Sehun's tie and tell him to tie up my hands. Sehun refuses at first but I assured him I'd be fine so he ties my hands up and I jump in the pool. 

I start to get my hands untied by using my feet. I became extremely flexible. I also learned how to swim. I swim up to the surface of the water in under 10 seconds. I hear Sehun clapping. "That was amazing." I smile upon his pleased tone. 

"I'm not finished yet though. Come here." I say and Sehun smiles and walks over to me. "Do you mind if i'm wet?" He smirks at my question. "I love it when your wet." I chuckle at his response. 

I walk behind Sehun and wrap my legs around his waist, then I put my arms around his neck, but not in a harmful manor. "I used this on Jimin once. I call it the piggy back stroke. I have many more new learned techniques but it's to dangerous." Sehun smiles. 

I get off his back and stand in front of him. He pats my head and then grabs hold of my hand and we begin walking back to the penthouse. 

"Your so strong. I really am proud of you." Sehun says these soft caring words to me before bed.

" Sehun says these soft caring words to me before bed

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