the feeling of remorse is something you're unfamiliar with. you do what you do because you want to. the bigger the risk, the more fun you get out of it.
with the devils juice seeping in your veins to the taunts of hungry men of the night. you know you're leaving with someone who isn't Dazai. what's worse is that you made sure he knew.
the betrayal flickering in his warm brown eyes ignites the demon in you. you smile and actually mean it once you lock lips with the man you chose for tonight. with fingers running through each others hair and groping one another its not long before he strips you away from angered stranger.
you laugh aloud to cover the pain you felt when he yanks you down the street. the smell of sweat and chemicals in the air ravaged everyone in the city tonight. he doesnt say a word so you bait him with lies and half truths to make him angry.
why should you care for a suicidal junkie anyway? he doesn't love you.
your body collides with a tattooed wall, arms cage you in and you sneer at the taller brunette before you. he starts screeching nonsense you cant understand so you yell back. pushing him away in the process.
middle fingers wave in the air and you shout the words you both needed to hear.
What? me publishing right after Lukas?? no way-
ok you got me
he's the only reason lol
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FanficWe should have known it would end this way
