you despised the hate in his eyes, the bloodlust and carnage that he voiced for the giants you and your people called titans. he was loud and obnoxious, always boasting bout how he'll kill them all despite him always being the one getting hurt. you hated him and his ideals, actively avoiding him like a plague.
you two will never get along.
he stared from afar but never approached you. you wanted it to stay that way, you look away from him, looking off in the mess hall while you toyed with your mash potatoes. you tune out the talking and laughter, you focus on yourself and thoughts while you remain oblivious. he's staring at you. he's staring at the dogs that's growling for your body. you dont see his fist shaking, you dont see the hate in his glare.
he wants to get along with you.
you're lying in the dirt, uniform toren, tears ran down your face in anger and frustration. the barking and howls of the dogs get frantic and you're fighting with all your strength. they're drooling from their mouths, teeth are sharpened and ready to eat you. you curse them all, shouting empty promises as hands pin your limbs. you struggle with dwindling defeat until you hear it. that scream you hated the most.
maybe you two could get along.
you both are quiet, still ontop of the roof top listening to the bugs talking in the brush. this is the first time he's been silent and you dont know if you like it or not anymore. its unlike him but its understandable why. you hold his jacket closer over your tattered body. he doesn't ask you if you're ok, you dont need to hear that right now. you just want to not think about it and he respects that. instead he does what he thinks is best, he ignores the problem with you, talking about things to force your mind off of it. you're grateful for that, happy even.
you want to get along with him.
" I used to hate you, you know? i couldn't stand the sight of you- "
He's quiet because he guessed that much. he never thought you'd be so open and honest about it. the crystal teal in his eyes never looked so vivid as he listened closely to your words. his heart beats hard against his chest, his blood stopping flowing as the seriousness in your voice stunned him.
" lately though- you've been giving me mixed signals....i still find something off about you but i dont hate being with you either, if that makes sense.. "
you both are thinking it. you just need to say it, put it into existence so a new chapter may bloom. your face is burning up and his ears are turning red. you're nervous and so is he- maybe this is what you need.
" Eren i want to- "
a bullet goes through the side of your head.
your body immediately falls over to the side, bits of brain and blood splatter on his face as he stares where you stood a moment ago. he's shaking violently when he looks down at your body, your eyes are blown out. like a candle was nuffed and you took your final breath as your struggled with your last sentence. your vision is blurred, fading into black to erase the look of despair on his face.
you hear it from afar again.
the scream you hate and despise.
the cry of death that morphed into the giant you and your people called titans.
you two couldn't of gotten along.
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