Gravity

My Aquaphobia + My Aethiesm

My Aquaphobia:
Someone I really loved got too high and pushed me down underwater because he knew I was physically weak from near starvation and could NOT swim.

I have been scared of of water after he tried to drown me.

I most died.

My Aethiesm:
When I was being drowned and fell unconscious, I didn't see a stairway to heaven.

I saw pitch-black nothingness.

I could no longer feel or sense anything in the black.

I don't even know if I was aware of my own existence.

If God loves all his children, why did he give the person I cared for the worst actions, almost let me die, and have me live with the memories?

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4/19/17
7:50 PM

Whoop whoop a two in one deal
And two writings in one night