Para Enamorarte (C.V)

Chapter 36

I joined Shawn on tour. Being on tour with him is something I never experienced. 

I was on the tour bus, waiting for Shawn to come in. After he was done with his show, we went for a walk.

Shawn and I were walking down the street.... I saw the boys down the street with the girls. I ran up to them and bumped into them.

"Lisa?" Sofia asked

"Yea its me!" I said excitedly

"Oh its been a while....we never heard from you in a month." Madison said

"What do you mean? Its only been a week. " I said 

"No... you been ghost on us for the past month, Lisa."

I felt Shawn's arms wrap around my waist and I turned to him.

"Its been a month since I joined you on tour??!?!?!"  I asked

"Yes my love its been a month." he said and kissed my forehead.

I shrunk down to the ground while Shawn tried to make me stand up.

"Lisa, estas bien?" Erick asked

"No, quiero ir a casa." I said crying.

"Lisa, deja de ser dramática." Christopher's girl said

"¿Quién coño eres? Usted es sólo una nueva pieza para Chris." I said

"No, I am here to stay." She said

"Pregúntale cuántas novias ha tenido durante el último año y medio." I said. 

I looked at Chris and he knew I was right. He looked uncomfortable. I got up and ran..... I didn't know where I was going but I needed to be alone.

I kept thinking to myself that it would be best to go home...

"Lisa." I heard a voice say

"Lisa, come on get up....." 

I woke up from my dream and Shawn was there, sitting next to me. I started having a panic attack, I usually have Sofia dealing with these and this is the first time Shawn has seen me with an attack. 

"Lisa whats wrong?" he asked 

"I need to go home.." I said " I just need to go home, I need Sofia to help me right now." I said panicking.

I started to pack and Shawn was trying to stop me. I pushed him away and broke down crying. Shawn had Sofia on the phone and passed it to me. 

"Lisa???" Sofia asked 

"Sofia... Necesito volver a casa pronto.." I said crying

"Lisa, necesito que te calme. Necesito que respires." Sofia said 

"Necesito volver a casa Sofía ... estar en casa lo necesito demasiado." I said 

" I am bring you home. I am buying the next ticket out of Nebraska and you are getting on that plane." Sofia said 

"¿Cómo se lo digo a Shawn?" I asked 

"Ponlo en el teléfono." Sofia said

I handed the phone to Shawn and Shawn looked concerned but took the phone anyways. Shawn walked out of the tour bus and continued to talk to Sofia while I packed. 

Ten minutes after Shawn went outside, he came back onto the bus.  He stood by the door then started walking put the stairs. He walked up to me and walked me to the couch then he sat me in his lap.

"Why didn't you tell me you have bad panic attacks?" he asked 

"I didn't want to bother you with my problems." I said