Under his shirt all his body was covered with blood. I took him quickly to the nearest hospital. Waiting outside, by looking at my hands they were all covered with Aamir's blood. uhh the worst day ever, I don't want to believe the idea of losing him again. I went to wash my hands, by looking at the mirror I found blood on my clothes and face, my tears fell.
After 12 hours, the doctor came out.
(I quickly stood up) what happened to him, Is he okay? I asked.
The doctor said: Are you his sister? A sibling?
I responded: Yes I am. Can I see him? I wasn't concentrating.
He said: He needs rest. He can't talk.
I said: Don't worry doctor, I'll ... I will make no noise. I just need to make sure that he's okay and everything is alright, please doctor. I am sure he needs me now beside him.
He said: Don't stay for long.
I entered, found him sleeping on the bed unconsciously, I got closer to him *Remembered when he helped me twice before getting to know him well* then held his hand saying: You made me see the dark- Lights. The stars- Shine and the moon- smiles, don't leave me! His hand was so cold yet I still don't know what was wrong with him? That night was a nightmare not only for me but also for his family and friends.
-The doctor came back-
I asked him: Doctor tell me what's wrong with him? Will he be okay?
The doctor said: I hope, we will do our best.
I said: what do you mean?
-He said that the disease that Aamir's been through is a unique situation 5% only survive-
I said: I still don't understand! What about the other 95?
He replied: unfortunately we lose them.
I asked the doctor worriedly: but Aamir will survive, won't he?
-The doctor didn't reply which made me even more anxious-
I said in a loud voice: Doctor I'm asking you will Aamir survive?
He said: we will do our best and the rest in God's hand, pray for him darling.
I relied down on the floor didn't believe but then I stood up by his window, I saw him sleeping not sleepy but dreaming. Yes, Aamir is dreaming and he wants me to wake him up. –Acting brainless- then I went to wake him up but the nurse refused to let me in. I stepped back sat on the chair outside at the moment I didn't think about anything except the doctors' words which were like a headache inside my head. These words that stuck in my head "He has something inside his heart, difficult to be cured." I began my research, I opened Google then wrote about this disease. As a result, I found about 100 results I opened the first one and here what I found: This disease is unique, only 5% survive with a miracle. Till now the doctors try to find out some cures and their researches are ongoing. This disease weaken the body, makes the person stop eating or sleeping just feeling the pain. These symptoms appear due to anxious, depression, problems and stress. This disease let the blood stop moving in the entire body either for 10 seconds, the person return conscious again or the blood begins to flow out of the inner skin and when it begins to flow out, the patient is on an emergency case and must be taken to the nearest hospital. I read this research and was like (he will be fine because he's a strong person. God will stand beside us I know).
After 10 minutes, I went to meet the doctor again. I told him that I knew all about that disease, I surfed the net.
The doctor said: and what did you find?
I told him: Look! Aamir will be fine but let me assists you, I know how to get him out of this pain. Please, doctor he is so precious to me. Agree please! Agree on making me a favor.
The doctor said: but darling...
I said: please doctor!
He said: okay. (I went to Aamir and gave the nurse the permission of letting me in, now I can stay with him)
The doctor knew that he's only my friend. And according to the rules they prohibit anyone who isn't a relative to enter except with a relative's existence. So, I was prohibited to stay with him for a long time. Every time they mention this (Sorry but this is due to the patient's safety) but now I have the doctor's permission I can stay with him and no one can ever prohibit me from doing that.
I directed myself to him, the nurses left us alone. I whispered in his ears: Here I am and will always be besides you.
People come and go, except for his father who was abroad for work. He didn't know about what happened to his younger son yet nobody could reach him. I got to meet some of his family and friends. They come and go and I stay just to take care of him (me myself and I). I stay with him every night because I couldn't leave him alone. I spent my days at the hospital sleeping on the sofa and that was my situation.
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Beyond the black lights
RomansaYou made me see the dark- lights, the stars- shine and the moon- smiles, don't leave me!