A Change (Lesbian story)

The Arguement...

Promise POV:

    What the fuck. I'm pissed Lisa didn't talk to us at the table. I know her beyond anything. Something is on her mind but what?  We was just having a good conversation. So what the fuck is going on with her?  So I went up stairs after I finished eating dinner. Told Sidney and Tori good night cause I know this is about to be a long night. When I got upstairs Lisa was laying down sleep. I got upset because she acting funny.

Me: Lisa get up.

Lisa: What bae?

Me: What's wrong?

Lisa: Nothing don't worry about it man.

Me: What do you mean don't worry about it? I swear you piss me off with this bullshit talking about don't worry about it. I'm your girlfriend I'm suppose to be here for you when something is wrong or if there is something on your mind! I really get tired of this shit. I brake my back to make you happy and all I ask for is communication! That's the only fucking problem I have with you Lisa!

Lisa: Stop yelling damn, I just over think myself bae.

Me: Then how in the world am I suppose to help if you keep shit to yourself?

Lisa: It's about having kids!

   When she said that my heart dropped. I was scared she didn't want any, anymore. I wanted to cry but I was so upset and scared. I was unsure about what she was about to do or say. She closed her eyes and sighed.

Lisa: If we end up having a girl I don't want her to feel that she don't have any choice but to be gay. I don't know why Im thinking like that but that's it and it worries me she wouldn't be happy.

  I didn't know what to say because I hated she felt that way, but we don't know if that would happened.  I just stood there. Lisa got up and hugged me. I just stood there holding in tears cause now with knowing how Lisa feel about having a girl I was scared to get pregnant when it's time. Lord what do I do what do I say..She knows me like I know her. She looked at me then whispered in my ear and told me don't worry about nothing and everything will be okay. She laid me on the bed and layed next to me she kissed me and told me she love me. I told her I love her back and layed on her chest. She fell asleep and I sat there on her chest crying. She woke back up and lift up my chin and whipped my tears from my face.

Lisa: Baby don't cry. I didn't say we couldn't have kids. That was just a thought that was fucking with my head. I want you to be happy. Can't wait to make you my wife and have a little promise running around here with her God sister. You didn't have to worry yourself. 

  I just kissed her and snuggled up under her some more. I would hate to lose Lisa , she's my world! I end up falling asleep.....

Lisa: I don't want kids no more.

Me: Whyyy

Lisa: I just don't no more!

Me: (cries)

Lisa: I'm sorry, maybe you should find somebody who is okay with having kids.

Me: so your braking up with me?

Lisa:  Promise I'm sorry....

Me: Really just over kids, you wanna break my heart.

Lisa:  I just want you happy....

(Walks out the house )

Me: Nooooooooooo (cries loud )

Lisa: Baby, baby!  Wake up it was just a bad dream. Stop crying..

   I almost had an heart attack, that dreamed felt so real........