7th July 2017
You were home again and for the first time in a few days I saw you because you came into my room but you didn't wanna talk to me or tell me you're sorry or any kind of that.You didn't even care that I was sitting on my bed with a only a shirt and underwear on where you could see the blood stained bandages on my legs and my arm.Instead of caring about that and me you went to my closet and got your sweater and just left again without saying a word.
Why do you care about your sweater more than you care about me?I think this shows perfectly how fucked up it is between us right now.I wanna go back to when everything was good.When you told me you loved me and kissed me.Even if you didn't mean it I don't care anymore.I don't care that you don't love me,Please just pretend like it and tell me you do,kiss me and cuddle me while I'm falling asleep.
I didn't realise how much I need your attention Until it was gone.
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•Notes•//DingDulian
FanfictionHow foolish it was of me to think that someone like you would ever love someone like me