Not Gonna Fall In Love With You

Chapter Eleven

Brianna's POV

I am not ready for school today. Not now, not ever. I just didn't feel like going to school after all that happened. Guilt was over-brimming from me. I just wasn't ready to face Cameron. I had yet not told the truth to anyone. Cameron, being the doll she is, didn't say anything about it, but her face said it all. She was tired, frustrated, and most importantly annoyed. Because of me everyone was acting strange around her, like real strange. I can't believe that I made her do this, I am a sucky best friend, a sucky sucky bestfriend. Like which bestfriend would do this? Which friend would do this? I had to relieve her of this burden she was carrying. I had to. No matter I was ready or not.

She doesn't deserve any of this. She deserves the best in the world after all she has ever done for me. And this is very far from that. Very. I am disappointed in myself. Like how can I even think of putting her through all this shit. It is just terrible...

"Hey Brianna! You know we have to go to school today.." I heard Kyle scream, as he parked his car right in front of me. He had made a habit of us going together to school after my pregnancy. Like everyday, Rain or Shine, he would be there at 8:30 am, in front of my house, in his red convertible. But to be honest, I really don't mind it. In fact, I am loving this. What? I know it is not right to develop feelings for him, but that boy is hot. Like seriously jaw-dropping hot. And every girl likes it when a hot guy pays attention to her. Admit it. And not only is he hot but he is just adorable. He is like the kindest guy ever. Trust me. Unless you don't like sarcasm, because than he is an ass. He has been so good and supportive of my pregnancy. I can't let that slip away.

So anyways, I walked over and sat down in the seat, while he gave me his classic stare. Him staring at me, made me blush, like hard. No matter how much I tried I couldn't stop blushing, and I hated myself for this.

"You know if you blush so much, your cheeks are gonna burst open. So keep it cool." Kyle remarked, while he turned on the engine, and started to make his way to our high school. God! He knows that I like him! That's all I needed right now.

"I wasn't blushing, Kyle. Stop being stupid." I retreated, trying to cover up for myself.

"It is fine Brie, I'm used to girls getting turned on by me. My mom already taught me that pretty boys always get hit on in big towns, so I am cool with it." Kyle said as he winked at me and made probably the most innocent facial expression ever.

"Ew! You just grossed me out. And I didn't hit on you. And don't talk about big towns, cause you're the boy from LA."

"Don't need to be so bitchy about it though." Kyle said as he made the worst impersonation of a baby crying. God! This boy is crazy.

"Shutup and drive, you idiot." I said as I smacked him hard on his shoulders.

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"Breezer! Wait up!" Cam screamed as she ran her way to my side, in the cafétaria, earning a few glances from other people around us.

"Hey......" I said in a low voice. I didn't want to face Cam. I couldn't face her. Not without me dying of guilt.

"Ssup! You seem a bit low today? Is there something wrong with the baby? Please say no..." She said as she held my hand tightly, begging for an answer.

"No, there is nothing wrong with the baby Cam, don't worry. I am just too.." I didn't want to complete that sentence. But Cam did it for me.

"It is about Rob? Ain't it?"

Well honestly, no. I mean when Rob said that he wanted me to kill the baby, it stung me like a bee. It did. It hurt me hard. I was devastated but then I realised if something isn't meant to be, let it go. If it is truly meant to be, it will come back into your arms. So I let Rob go. I let the fact that I was gonna be a single mother go. Cause just if the baby's father isn't present doesn't mean you are a single mother, atleast for me. I had Cam, Nate, my parents and Kyle. I don't need anyone else. I am happy with what I have. Atleast I am trying to be.

"No it isn't about Rob. It is about...."

"It is about what, Brie?" I took a deep breath. I needed to do this, and more importantly I wanted to do this.

"Ok..Remember I told you that you can tell everyone the truth once I am ready.. Well I am not exactly ready but-"

"Attention Everyone!!!!" Cameron yelled at the top of her lungs, garnering attention from everyone around us. She had not waited for me to complete and had already climbed up, and was now standing tall on top of the table. Boy, she really was very eager to say the truth and let herself free.

"Attention People! I have an announcement! Hey! Listen Up! Contraty to popular belief of me being knocked up and all... I am not pregnant at all. That's right not pregnant. So you guys can stop it with your dirty stares. And oh! by the way...It is Brianna Roberts, that is right. This beautiful lady next to ms who is the one pregnant out here, just in case you guys were wondering....So this all was a misunderstanding, no biggie. Ok...Thank you for your time and cooperation...I am done. You guys can continue doing whatever the hell you were."

That was one long speech. And one hell of a shocker. But not to most of the people as I could her a few saying that they knew it all along, but it doesn't really matter now does it? What matters is that I did good to Cam after all the bad. This was ought to happen some day. It needed to. And today was that someday. Let's face the truth, I couldn't have lied about not being pregnant forever, they were gonna find out.

Cameron sat back down in her seat, with a huge grin plastered on her face. She heaved a heavy and long lasting sigh pf relief. She resembled a cheshire cat of the cutest kind. That glow of happiness was back on her face. It felt like a weight of a million pounds was off her shoulders. But the saddest part was that, the weight was on my shoulders now. And it was heavier than ever. Believe me.

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Hey guys very very sorry for the late update...had exams on...but they are over finally....I will be updating alot quicker now....my summer has begun officially!!! Ok...And I was thinking that I would have Nate and Kyle POV by the next five chapters for sure...tell me how you feel about that...if you have any storyline suggestions feel free to share...

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