Not Gonna Fall In Love With You

Chapter 25

You know that feeling, you get when you know you have a good day ahead of you? I don't, but I am pretty sure this it.

I mean let's face it what could go wrong? Everything is working out just the way I want it to be like.

I have been up for like three seconds and this is all what's been going through my mind right now. I mean to say I am excited is pretty much an understatement. I haven't looked forward to meeting anyone so much before. I just want to spend every single second with Kyle. I mean every single second.

I just like jump on the thought of seeing his face today, and spending the day with him, maybe even kissi- No, not now. I just broke up with Nate, you know. I don't want Kyle to be like a rebound, cause he is not. Kyle is something special, I mean we may even have a future. So, I guess it's final, I am gonna keep it cool for a while. You know patience is key to success, right?

Well, I seriously do hope so.

I got off my bed, and walked straight into my washroom. I mean I want us to wait but not only for this to get over, I want us to wait for the best, and for that I guess, I have to look the best.

Plus, I guess there's a part of me that wants Nate to claw his heart out.

You know, no matter however excited I maybe, I will perpetually be sleepy when I wake up, and I guess the only medication for that is a long hot water bath. Maybe, I'll even use one of those, what do you call them.. Ya, bath bombs. But I guess you need to own one to use one, so nevermind.

After having the long and may I add to justify, heavenly bath, I quickly wrapped myself up in my towel went to my closet, to pick out my outfit for today.  I already have something in mind, so to be honest this time I think it won't take me too much time to pick a dress.

I open my closet, to find that dress right in front of my eyes I remove it quickly, and was about to lose the towel to change, when I realised that my window was open.

I turned around to close it when I saw a pair of shoes popping out of my curtains. Okay, no need to panic. There's just a random stranger hiding behind your curtains waiting to catch you off guard, and then will kill you and probably even sell your meat.

Okay, no need to panic.

I grabbed whatever hard that came into my sight first and then walked slowly over to curtains. I pull the curtains to find a guy facing his back towards the wall. Okay, now this is exactly where I lost my cool. In about a second, I started to bang the hell out of my creepy hiding behind the curtains stalker, whose face I didn't see yet.

" Ouch! Ouc- Stop it. Cameron it's me stop it!" But you see when it comes to hitting my stalker there's no stopping me so without even looking at him or listening I continued to hit him until I was suddenly jerked out of my wrath.

" Cameron, it's me stop!" I heard a very familiar voice which made me open my eyes to see..

" Kyle?! What the hell are you doing here? In my room? Are you stalking me?" I yelled when I saw his face.

" No, no. Trust me you've got the wrong idea, I am not stalking you. " Kyle replied back quickly. 

" Then what the hell are you doing in my bedroom, at this ungodly hour, hiding behind the curtains?"

" Ungodly hour? It is 9 o'clock, and I know that I am not supposed to be in your room, and "

" And what?" I asked as fiercely as I could, considering it was him, but he just didn't see to reply. Instead, he simply turned around, showing me his back.

"What's wrong with you, why are you turning around? Look me in the eye, and tell me what the hell are you doing here? " 
I aksed him incredulously, but instead of answering, he remained turned back around, until he finally said,

"I would look you in the eye, it's just that... You might want to pull up your towel a wee bit. "

Towel? Oh shit. I completely forgot that I was in my towel, yeah that's right towel. Nothing more. And just so you know, my towel was hanging so low that I was a few inches away from a nip slip. I quickly pulled up my towel and picked the outfit, and made a dash for the bathroom. After making sure that all parts of me were safely inside my dress, I asked Kyle to turn around.

" Woah... I gotta tell you, after seeing you in that towel, I didn't think you would be able to look that good in anything else, but boy, you sure look good in this dress." Kyle said as he looked at me carefully, this time not turning red with uncomfort, but with awe. I HOPE.

" Thank- this is no time for compliments mister. I can't believe you saw me almost naked. Gosh, I don't even know what reason should I be mad at you for."

" Hey, listen I'm sorry for sneaking into your room and well seeing you in your towel. But after yesterday, I guess I just needed to know, what did you mean, by 'we have to wait' . Like how much more time. I don't want to seem desperaten but we got only a couple months of school left. Then we leave for college, and it will all end before it even begins."

I looked at him deeply as he was saying this. It really looked like he was very concerned about it. And in reality, he was right. How long did we have to wait? Or how long should we wait? I don't even know. Like all this time, I was thinking about how this all would affect Nate, when I didn't even think about how it would affect me. I wanted to be with Kyle, but to be honest a part of me does not want us to happen. I am not sure why, but I guess it's because of my own issues.

"Cameron, are you still here?" Kyle asked as he waved his hand frantically in front of my face, shaking me out of my thoughts.

" What? Oh sorry. To be completely honest, I don't even know myself how much time, but I promise it wont be long. I just need some time to re cooperate. That's all. I promise it won't be that long. " I said finally. Kyle wasn't too happy with this answer but he didn't say anything, simply began to nod his head.

"Hey, I just want us to be on the right  track, okay. You know what, I bet you're hungry from all the room sneaking, so why don't we grab a bite. I'll just tell my mom that I'm going to Brie's house. Then we'll go to school together. How does that sound?"

I asked him very softly,  made him the best sad puppy face that I could.

"Okay. I am hungry, but we have to go to that place that makes that huge brownie pizza, and you gotta have that with me." He finally said but this time his eyes were sparkling, probably because of how good that brownie thing was gonna be. I said yes, because that meant that I could spend some time with Kyle without having to eat those vegan pancakes my mom wanted to try that day. So I guess,it was a win-win for me. 

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Sorry for the super late upload, I know I should probably go to hell for this, but I was just preparing and finishing like one of the most important terminals of me life. 
And I guess needed time to sort out what I wanted to do with this book. PROMISE THE NEXT UPDATE WON'T TAKE A YEAR.