Don't Far Away (Jungkook FF 21+)

Part 3

3 Years Later

I told all my friends that I've found a girl who can attracted my heart, but I'm also frustrated, I've been looking for her but still can't find her.
I was in a cafe with my friends, we talked many things.
"Jungkook, so how about that girl?" RM asked me.
"I don't know, I've been looking for her, but I stll can't find her" I sighed.
"So what will you do? are you going to keep looking for her?" Taehyung asked.
"Honestly, I'm tired of waiting for her and looking for her, I feel like I'm looking for something unreal, I have no clue about her" I ruffle my hair, feeling so frustrated.
"Enough, never mind, you should focus on your engagement party tomorrow" Suga said and patted my shoulder.
"Jungkook, I think you should give up looking for your first love, because you already have a future wife" Jimin said.
"Maybe you're right, but you know, I didn't love Jisoo" i said.

Jisoo
She's my future wife
The girl who has been set by my father to become my wife, I've met her for several times, she's pretty, she's a nice, but I don't feel anything to her.

"You know, if this is my father's wishes, this is all set by my father, now you all know, how weak I am, I can not defy my father, I can only do what he want" I smirked.

I feel so frustrated, I feel trapped in a scenario that has been set in such a way by my own father.
"I know Jungkook, I know how you feeling" Hobi said, he patted my shoulder.
"We will always by your side, we will always support you Jungkook, just tell us if you need a help" Jin said.
"Thanks" I smile.
I don't know what to do, but at least I'm glad to have a friends like them.

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Next Day

Today is my engagement
Jisoo was stands next to me, she linked her hands in my arms, she always smiles, she looks very happy, but I feel different, I'm not happy at all, I feel so depressed, I don't know if I can accept all this, or just open my heart for her.
"Oppa, you know, I'm so happy today" she said in a cute way.
"I know" I replied, I try to keep smiling, I don't want my dad to know if I don't like this engagement at all.
"Oppa, I want to go on vacation with you, to celebrate our engagement" she said.
"Hmm, we can talk about this later" I try to act normal even inside my heart I don't agree with her suggestion.
I just want this day to end quickly.
Then my father came to me and Jisoo.
"My son, congratulation, are you happy to have a beautiful fiancé like Jisoo? " he smile to me.
"Dad" I smile to him and hug him.
"Take care of her Jungkook, I hope you will make her happy forever" he hug me back and I nodded.
"Dad, you don't know if I don't love her, how can I make her happy? While I didn't feel happy with this all, if only you can understand your son's feelings now" I talked to myself.

I want to say that to my father but I can't
The only thing I can do, it's just keep pretending to accept everything.
"But dad, where's mom? I want to see her" I asked.
"She's there" my dad pointed to the corner of the room.
"Then I will go to see her, I have something to talk to her" I smile.
"Go son, but don't take too long, don't leave your fiancé too long" he replied, I nodded then I bowed to him and go to see my mom.
"Mom" I called her and hug her.
"Omg my son" she hug me back and caressing my back.
"What made you come to me?" she broke the hug and cupped my face.
"Nothing, I just want to see you" I replied and smile to her.
"I'm sorry Jungkook" she said.
I was confused why she suddenly apologized to me.
"Look son, I know you didn't want this engagement" she said and held my hand.
"I know you're not happy, and I'm so sorry that I can't do anything for you" she added.
"You know that?" I frowned.
"Of course I know, you are my son, I can feel it, I can see it Jungkook" she said, she look into my eyes.
"You must accept all this, bear all this in order to satisfy your father's wishes" she said with a sad face.
"Mom, then what should I do now? I didn't love her" I sighed.
"I know son, know it, but now, you have try to accept this, I promised I will try to talk to your father about this" she said.
"Thank you mom" I replied.
"I don't want to see you suffer, I just want to make you happy, I want you to be free to determine your own future" she hugs me.

Her words make me strong, this is all I need, my father maybe didn't care about my happiness, but my mom did. She understands me very well.

The engagement was over, I went back to my house with my friends.
I dropped my body on the couch, massaged my dizzy head.
"Jungkook, are you alright?" Jin said, he sat next to me while he patted my shoulder.
"I'm done hyung, I'm so done, I feel, from now on, I will live in suffered" I said, feel no strength.
"Don't say like that, you have us, we will help you" Suga said.
"Do you want to escape?" Jimin said.
"I want to get away from here, I want to be free without being curbed by my dad, I feel like in a strangled" I lowered my head, placed my hand on my head.
"Let's run away from here, go to a place where no one recognizes us, we can start our own life without being curbed by the parents" RM said.
I know he's trying to cheer me up, trying to make me forget about this.
"Thank you, I'm so grateful to have you guys" I said, I look to all my friend. They all smile at me.
"Don't worry, we'll help you out of your trouble " Taehyung said, he patted my shoulder.

I don't know what happens if I don't have friends like them, who are always by my side, help me when I'm in trouble, always cheer me up when I feel down.
They are not just friends, but they are like my own brother.